Rivals (private for zajawa and ybfan)

[Ybfan]

"Well I can lie to you right now and say 'yes he needs it', but it is a little bit of both. For us and him and this may be hard to believe, but we don't actually have sex all the time. He usually initiates all contact, but with you in the picture. I want to initiate it for once," Trevor answers rather honestly and continues to massage Gabriel.

[zajawa]

"Tell me .. You don't love him in a romantic way, do you? I'm not like that so I don't want to interfere in any way. We can try but I can tell right away that if he will protest to much I will loose all desire to do it .. I .. just... I really like him," he said, blushing deeply.

[Ybfan]

Stopping the massage, Trevor sits there and answers him. "I do love him, but it is different from your love. "

[zajawa]

"Mh.. Can you explain it to me? You are more open than Kyle so that is why I ask you. I asked him but he is way to timid with it .. "said Gabriel, sitting down and looking him straight in the eye.

[Ybfan]

Trevor looked at Gabriel then towards the kitchen, "Kyle! Gabe and I are going to go grab some dessert. I knew I forgot something and I think we need like a cake or something to make this pig out a hit! You know how to use the grill so I will leave it to you."

"Alright, please be back in twenty minutes though. Everything should be done by then."

"Will do." Trevor stands and motions for Gabriel to follow.

Once they get outside and down the street, Trevor gives him more information. "I love him because I was always there for him. I'm his big brother now lover. Last person that came in to waltz him away was too much for him to handle when he caught her cheating. I beat the shit out of the guy and destroyed the girls car. So please don't be surprised if he isn't too open about trying to be in a relationship. He sticks to what is safe and I AM safe. If you think you are better, then you have to show that if he is in trouble or in some sort of emotional turmoil, then he will go to you. Not me. I will admit, you are the only one out of the others that showed interest in him. So I will give you that. At this point, I am not sure if he is really into you or is seeing what it feels like to be with another person." Trevor's demeanor was definitely different and that protective aura was up as they walked towards the store.

[zajawa]

"You know ... you really do not have to protect him from me. 'm a very loyal person if someone is close to me. And ... I really fell in love .. I don't know... maybe I am masochistic becouse I don't stick to what is safe... and... I am ashamed to admit it but I'm a little scared ... just like Kyle. My first love .. ", he paused and lowered his head. "I do not want to go into details .. It was stupid .. But I fell just as strongly as now.."
He paused one more time and then continued.
"He is amazing .. beautiful .. I even have the impression that such a tainted person like me should not be with him. But if he will accept me...".

[Ybfan]

Trevor grabbed Gabriel's collar and looked him square in the face. "Hurt him and I will beat you to an inch of your life. Otherwise we let him choose who he loves and his body is good way to convey those feelings. As they say, actions speaks louder than words." Releasing him, Trevor waits to see what else Gabriel has to say before continuing to the store.

[zajawa]

"Eh .. As I said there is no way I will hurt him intentionally. And believe me there is no sense in threatening me. I'm not easy to intimidate and I'm watching my every step already.... Well that is all I wanted to say. "

[Ybfan]

"Alrighty then. Let us get that damn cake and get back before Kyle gets angry at the both of us," Trevor begins to run to the store that was only a couple of minutes away and Trevor agreed to whatever cake that Gabriel wanted to purchase and walked back to the apartment in a hurried pace.

"By the way, what I said to you earlier. Between us only."

[zajawa]

"It's obvious," Gabriel said, smiling.