The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira closed his eyes and shivered as Josh went back to massaging his cheeks. He flinched when he felt something warm dripping on the upper part of the back of his thighs. Though before he was able to turn around and see what it was his entrance, making him shudder. It all felt so good.. was so slow and gentle.. yet it really excited Akira.

[RedRose4]

Steadily making circular motions along Akira’s ass with his palms, Josh kept his eyes plastered to the other males backside, loving the sight of it, even more he loved to feel it. Looking up at Akira once more for a few seconds, Josh smirked while whispering softly.
“You have a beautiful, sexy body Akira. I know it might be hard to believe that but I wouldn’t touch you if I didn’t believe it was true.” Josh ran his fingers against Akira’s hole yet again, leaning down and kissing the top of his spine while he kept his hands working against his ass. “So soft….but rather cold.” Josh mumbled with furrowed eyebrows as his fingers touched his skin, noticing that the longer his hands massaged his ass the warmer his it got. “You feel so damn good.” he then sighed in admiration.

[zajawa]

Akira couldn't blush more than when he heard he has a beautiful and sexy body. Once again he gasped hearing Josh's fingers against his hole while he was kissed on his neck.
"Master", he whispered ever so softly.
It startled him a bit, making him flinch. Akira wasn't used to hearing himself speak.. It was bit strange.

[RedRose4]

Josh’s fingers stayed in place, moving slowly until he froze and looked up at Akira when he heard him say that one, simple word. Smiling slightly, Josh had to just stop for a second, he missed hearing the others voice because of how rare it was.
Leaning up, he kissed Akira’s shoulder softly and smiled a little more, keeping his hands on his backside although he didn’t move his hands.
“There’s that voice I missed oh so much.” Josh kissed his shoulders again while trying to ease him a little with soft touches and gentle pecks along his skin. “You’re starting to learn how to speak again.” he muttered.

[zajawa]

Akira smiled a bit hearing what Josh said. He looked shyly at other male, soft and gentle moves calming him and making him feel secure. His cheeks were still flushed though.
"Why did you miss it, Mas.. Josh?", asked Akira softly, knowing his throat would hurt tomorrow from all the previous moaning and from talking..
Still.. whenever he spoke.. it was like.. his voice belonged to someone else.. Better.. more beautiful..

[RedRose4]

Josh moved just slightly, going beside of Akira instead of over him so he could see his face, wanting to hear him talk but also see it as well. When he spoke yet again, Josh felt his heart warm at the sound of him saying his name for the first time, his actual name. It took a few more moments until Josh finally answered his question without hesitation.
“How can’t I? It’s such a rare thing to hear, but when I do hear it it’s…beautiful. It’s like the sound of music to my ears.” Josh smiled, kissing Akira’s lips softly and glancing down at his throat, knowing it would be sore again just like the last time. “I always hoped I’d hear you speak again.”

[zajawa]

"How.. how can you think.. How.. adore me? I'm.. nothing..", whispered Akira after his lips were kissed.
His eye's teared up a bit but he wiped them quickly. Every time he heard his own voice.. it was making him feel more and more depressed.
"This voice should.. b-belong to.. someone more beautiful. Or just better."

[RedRose4]

Listening to Akira’s words, Josh slightly frowned. He hated to hear him say those things about himself, but it wasn’t his fault, he was never told he was in fact a beautiful person and that he deserved so much more than what he had been put through.
“You can’t say those things about yourself Akira.” Josh whispered, bringing one of his hands up to softly run his finger underneath his eye, feeling the dampness from the wiped tears. “You have no idea how much potential you have. You aren’t the one who gets to see those beautiful green eyes every single morning, to see your smile when you’re happy, to see your cheeks turn pink whenever I kiss you.”
Josh looked into Akira’s eyes, whispering softer than before. “You are beautiful. How could you not be if I feel so strongly for you?” he asked.

[zajawa]

When he heard all those words his eyes teared once again. Master said so many times already he is beautiful.. why couldn't he see that too? And doubting that was like.. saying master was lying.. and that was not true. Josh so far never lied to him.. showed him so many things.
"What does it mean? Feel strongly what?", asked Akira, his voice trembling.

[RedRose4]

Josh kept his hand along Akira’s cheek, brushing away any stray tears that traveled down his pale skin. Josh’s maroon eyes stayed locked with Akira’s, taking a few seconds to just lay there with him until he asked the next question, easily noticing how shaky his voice was.
There was a slight pause, Josh’s thoughts flooding his mind on what he meant exactly. Strong feelings… what would that be defined as. When he went to the more probable explanations Josh furrowed his eyebrows, it couldn’t be possible. As he looked into Akira’s eyes, Josh then thought about it a little longer. Did he…love him? He shook his head, deliberating with himself over the words he could use. Love was a strong word, and Josh wasn’t even sure how it would feel to love someone.

With just a few more seconds of thought, he parted his lips and began to speak very softly. “I…my feelings for you are…” Josh looked down, unable to speak while looking at the other man. “I’m not sure what it is but I just feel….less alone with you. I’m happier, when I’m with you its….” Josh looked back into Akira’s eyes and went on. “It’s kind of like the star the lights the way home, or a soft breeze that keeps a fire alive.” He creased his brow and shook his head. “I’m not too sure but I just feel close with you….” Josh finished while closing his eyes.