The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

When the silence got longer Akira just stayed there, waiting. Hearing all those words spoke by the man beside him.. was a bit like.. a dream. He never thought that someone could be happy because of him. Feel less alone.. All what he heard made him.. calmer.. and less upset with himself. When those maroon eyes closed he reached to Josh's cheek and stroked it lightly. Now was his turn to touch others male face. His forehead, eyebrows, eyelids.. lips.. hair.. Realising what he was doing he took his hand away with deep blush.

[RedRose4]

Instead of hearing Akira speak, Josh felt his fingers against his skin. Opening his eyes softly, he looked at Akira for a second before closing his eyes again so he could touch wherever he wanted, feeling him travel along his face and hair, enjoying the rather calming sensation until it stopped.
Opening his eyes again, Josh looked at Akira, smiling finally from that mesmerizing blush on his face before he leaned in just to softly kiss him, wanting to so badly after the few words they shared.

Once he broke away, Josh took a deep breath and put his hand up, softly running his hand in Akira’s hair. “You should rest Akira. You were so tired earlier...” Josh insisted.

[zajawa]

He gasped softly when he was kissed. For few moments he didn't react.. a bit too embarrassed. But after that he wrapped his arms around Josh's neck and started slowly kissing back. When it ended, feeling those warm fingers in his hair he smiled. Then he nodded.
"Good night, Josh", he said as he made sure to tell others male name.
Putting one if his hands on Josh's chest he closed his eyes. It didn't take long for Akira to fall asleep.

[RedRose4]

Josh smiled again, feeling Akira’s arms around him when they kissed and his hand resting against his chest. Hearing those words coming from Akira made Josh smile even more, whispering back to him instantly. “Goodnight Akira.”
Grabbing the blankets, Josh covered them both up, keeping himself close to Akira and wrapping his arms around his body while he closed his own eyes and took a little while longer to go to sleep.
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A few hours later, the early morning arose and Josh was awoken by a knock at the door. Opening his eyes, he squinted slightly with the sun being straight ahead of him and his body still close against Akira’s body.
“Wha?” Josh called out groggily, rubbing his eyes to see a bit better until he saw the door opening. Instantly Josh covered himself and Akira up, glaring at the person that walked in.
“Sangre! Shut the fucking door.” he whispered loudly, ensuring he didn’t yell with Akira laying right next to him.

The chef noticed what he walked in on and bowed, closing his eyes as well as the door. “My apologies Master….but I had to warn you of Elizabeth’s arrival. She’ll be here in the next hour.” Peeking up, Sangre smiled, obviously holding back a chuckle.
Josh glared momentarily, his arms still around Akira, protecting him from the gaze of others, especially since they were both naked. “Thank you Sangre. You’re dismissed to return to Harumi. Allow me to speak with her before the devil comes over. Okay now go!…please.” Josh mumbled.
Nodding his had, Sangre waved shortly and turned to go. “Oh, and good morning you two.”
As he shut the door and left, Josh looked at Akira, kissing his head and sighing as he began to get out of bed.

[zajawa]

When the knock could be heard Akira was still sleeping, his face almost in Josh's chest. Though the sudden movement of other male as well as his whisper woke him up. Rubbing his left eye he yawned and turned around. When he saw Sangre he wanted to wave to him but realised his eyes were closed. Why were they closed? Feeling masters arms wrapped around him made him blush a little.
"Good morning, Sangre", said Akira, flinching from hearing his own voice.. as well as from how sore was his throat.
He rubbed it a bit, whincing. As soon as Josh got from the bed he did the same. Realising he was naked he blushed up to his ears. Covering his crotch with his hands he looked around for his clothes. As soon as he saw them he reached quickly for them and started to dress up.

[RedRose4]

Outside of the room, Sangre shockingly starred at the door. That voice…did it belong to Akira? Since he knew both men were naked, the chef made sure to ask later, a wide smile on his face as he went back to the kitchen where Harumi was.
Josh looked straight at Akira when he began to move, hearing his voice again and smiling. “You should drink something.” he whispered, knowing that his throat must have hurt from how much he spoke only a few hours ago. As he put his pants on, Josh walked over to the washroom to freshen up a little, seeing how adorable Akira was in the background in the mirror scurrying for his clothes.
Once Josh was done, he went back into his bedroom and spoke while getting a few things ready. “Don’t forget to water your flower. And we’ll go to the kitchen so you can drink something warm, I need to speak with Sangre and Harumi.” Josh said while putting something a bit more formal on, needing to do that whenever Elizabeth came over just because it was customary. “You might meet with her for the first time, but just let me speak to her…I don’t want her talking to you.” Josh mumbled with a irritated look in his eyes.

[zajawa]

When Akira was fully clothed he took the plant from window and went with it to the bathroom. He looked at himself in the mirror. After watering it he put it back to the windowsill.
"I should go ch..", he started to talk but then whinced again.
'I should go and change my clothes.. Comb my hair and wash..' When hearing he might meet Lady later he nodded. His throat hurt to much to speak anyway. When he saw how irritated was Josh he felt a bit intimidated. Looking at the floor he just stood still, tensed up once again.

[RedRose4]

While getting ready, Josh listened to Akira although his back was mostly to him, getting a few things prepared and taking the lists for the wedding but…he wanted to face Elizabeth, call the wedding off or at least tell her the truth but he doubted he’d be able to.
When Akira stopped talking, Josh looked back and read what he said, nodding and sighing although he could see how tense he was, and his eyes that were downcast made Josh walk over.

“I’m sorry…I’m just not looking forward to seeing her.” Josh closed his eyes, took a deep breath and kissed the top of Akira’s head. “Go ahead and get whatever you need. I’ll be in the kitchen, meet me there when you’re done okay?” Josh asked.

[zajawa]

Akira cringed a bit when Josh walk over to him but then he heard him saying why was he angry. He smiled softly when he was kissed on the forehead. 'I thought you were angry at me.' He went to the flower and from the pot he took out small, almost white stone. When he was back he took Josh's hand and put it there. 'For luck.' Blushing a bit he run out from the room. What he had done was so.. embarrassing. Master surely thought he was stupid now. Trying to not to think about it he quickly changed his clothes, combed his hair and brushed teeth. After he was ready he stormed out from his room and run to the kitchen, a bit afraid he would meet someone. When he was almost inside he tripped over his own foot and fell on the ground, hitting with his chin in the floor. Whincing he sat down and touched the place that hurt only to see a bit of blood on his fingers when he looked at them.

[RedRose4]

Josh shook his head right when he saw Akira write that, smiling lightly just to prove he wasn’t upset with him. “Of course not.” Watching him go to his flower, Josh put his hand out when he placed the stone in his palm, softly smiling yet again from how sweet the gesture was.
As Akira ran out, Josh chuckled and shook his head, taking the stone and placing it in his front pocket of his pants, walking out of his bedroom and heading towards the kitchen.
When he got inside, he saw Sangre and Harumi talking in a hushed tone, both instantly stopping to look at the door Josh was walking through. As both bowed, Harumi walked over first with a soft frown on her features. “Please Master! Don’t tell her I told you…I promise it’s not that bad.”

“You know that’s not true Harumi.” Sangre cut in, looking at Josh and sighing. “She has to be spoken with. If you don’t I will.”
Josh took a few steps inside, nodding his head as he felt the stress slightly increase. “I’m sorry but I have to talk to her Harumi. I cant risk you being hurt, or…anyone else.”

“Where’s Akira?” Sangre then asked, noticing he wasn’t here along with Josh.
Josh looked back at the doors and furrowed his eyebrows. “He’s supposed to be coming here…” he said while slightly wondering where he was, the worry for Akira beginning to grow.

Just as Josh was about to speak yet again, he looked back at the door and his heart sank when he saw Akira fall face first. It only took him a few seconds to register what had happened before he rushed over, getting to his knees and looking at him.
“Akira, look at me…shit.” Josh put his hand to his chin, seeing blood although he was slightly unsure where it was coming from.

Sangre grabbed a towel, dampening it with warm water and jogging over to pass it to Josh. Softly placing it on Akira’s face, Josh looked into his eyes with concern, whispering to him while using his free arm to wrap around him. “Do you feel dizzy? Does it hurt?” Josh asked with pain in his eyes as Harumi went to get the first aid kit.