The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

After some time Akira calmed himself down and looked at master. He was still sleeping so he sighed with relief. Standing up he went slowly to the bathroom but soon was back and lay down with a sigh. Very, very slowly he reached to others back as he felt still scared. Touching master ever so slightly he closed his eyes. Somehow.. with that it wasn't so bad to lay in this dark room.

When the morning came Akira was laying next to Josh, clenching his slender hand on his master shirt as if he made sure he was there even through his sleep.

[RedRose4]

Josh was in a deep slumber, due to Akira being so close to him, his hand was slightly wrapped around his torso, sleeping soundly. It wasn’t until someone had walked into the room and awoke him that he opened his eyes, clearly agitated.
“I’ll be there in a moment.” Josh mumbled, closing his eyes for a few more seconds and holding Akira closer to his body unintentionally.

As the person left, Josh sighed and rubbed his eyes, then noticing that what he was doing. Slowly taking his hand away from Akira, he eyed his shirt, seeing how his servant was gripping it like that. Noticing he wouldn’t be able to get up without disturbing the young man, Josh looked at him for a few moments, seeing how calm and free of fear he appeared to be before taking a deep breath.
He already knew today wouldn’t be a good day, breakfast would have to be taken care of immediately so he wouldn’t he late.
“Akira. Wake up.” Josh whispered near Akira’s ear. “We have to eat.”

[zajawa]

As soon as Josh whispered on his ear to wake up he opened his eyes and sat up. Or was to because.. his forehead collided with other males face. With a small gasp he lay down, putting his hand on his forehead. The moment later he connected everything and looked at master scared. But he was... unconcious?! Oh no.. what now? Akira panicked and started to pat other man lightly on his cheeks with tears in his eyes.

[RedRose4]

There was no way Josh was expecting to be hit so hard in the face, in fact he felt light headed for a minute or two. Seeing how his mind went blank for a moment, Josh felt the sensation of someone patting his cheeks and he instantly flickered his eyes open in a haze.
“Wha…?” Josh blacked out for just a few long seconds, his mind slightly fuzzed in confusion as to what happened, especially since it was way too fast to process.
“Akira?” Josh whispered, seeing the man above him with tears welt up in his eyes. Still oblivious as to why, and not even acknowledging that his nose had began to slightly bleed from the contact.

[zajawa]

Akira sighed in relief when Josh whispered his name. But then he gasped and went pale like a ghost when he saw blood coming from master's nose. Still not really knowing what to do he patted others cheeks some more. It was the only thing he could do in the situation like this. Shivering all over he was waiting for Josh to recover from the hit he served him with his forehead.

[RedRose4]

After a few seconds of being able to register what was happening, Josh put his hand to his nose, swearing under his breath and sitting up slowly despite being slightly dizzy. “Did you…?” Looking at Akira, he furrowed his eyebrows and slowly got out of bed, walking slowly over to grab a tissue and put it to his nose which was thankfully barely bleeding at all since the hit was focused mainly to his forehead.
“Did you head-butt me?” Josh asked before walking back to Akira, wiping his eyes from the tears built up. “Must have been an accident. At least I hope so.” he said while looking at his servant and still feeling his head spin slightly.

[zajawa]

When master furrowed his eyebrows Akira thought now he would get it. He would get beat up or kicked on the street. Or both. But then.. Josh wiped his eyes and said it was accident. For few seconds Akira couldn't believe what he heard but then started to nod his head. It was accident. There was no way young male would dare to hit his master. Now he sat on the bed and looked at Josh with his innocent green eyes still all tensed up and nervous.

[RedRose4]

Josh let out a deep breath and groaned in irritation. “I’m so pissed that I have to go to this ball. Can I just stay here with you all day instead?” he joked since clearly he had to attend. “I’m joking by the way. Me not going is like a child not going to their own birthday party. Can’t be done.”
Looking at Akira for a moment, being only in his underwear, Josh didn’t mean to stare, but momentarily he did. “How are you feeling today?” He asked while keeping the tissue to his nose and standing back up, ordering breakfast for them both as he usually did.
Once he was done, he specified his earlier question. “I mean, how is your energy level?” Josh looked at a paper on the dresser and cursed. “Shit.” he whispered and read it over again.

[zajawa]

When master groaned with irritation Akira thought it was maybe his fault but then it became clear that he just didn't want to go to the party. He was about to answer Josh's question but then he started to read the paper on the dresser. Akira didn't really know why it was there. Someone must brought it when he was sleeping. Green eyes looked questioningly on other male, curious what happened. Was it something really bad or something that only irritated master?

[RedRose4]

Walking back towards Akira as Josh looked down at the paper, he sighed and rubbed his forehead, stressed out and obviously upset. “They increased the fucking amount of people. So now it’s seventy-five instead of fifty. Shit.”
Looking at it for another moment or two, he eyed Akira and clenched his jaw, keeping his tone low despite just wanting to yell at someone. “You want to stay here? I doubt you’ll be very strong, to walk around and dancing, I highly doubt that.”
Ripping up the note and throwing it into the garbage, Josh noticed his nose was fine now and threw that out as well, taking a deep even breaths before speaking once more. “I seriously need a way to relieve stress.” he mumbled aloud and then bit the corner of his lip. “So like I asked earlier. How are you feeling?”