The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

"I'll try, M.. Josh.. but it's just.. not so easy..", he said softly and coughed some more.
Akira nodded when Josh said to not to speak. His throat was hurting so he would even prefer to stay silent. Smiling he nodded once again when he heard about the dessert and bath. That would be really nice. With a soft sigh and blush he touched his dirty stomach and chest. Yes.. cleaning would be a good idea. Then he blushed some more feeling Josh's sperm trickling out of his hole. It was full of it so it wasn't strange that his body wanted it out.. but still.. it was embarrassing.

[RedRose4]

Josh gave off a soft smile when Akira said his name, as long as he tried that’s all that mattered. Kissing Akira’s lips quickly, Josh got up from the bed, walking around the room and grabbing a few things on the way. Since it was Akira’s bedroom, he got some of the clothes out of his drawer for him to wear once he was out of the bath. Deciding to wear the clothes he had on previously, Josh at would at least wear them until he changed back into his own room later.
Going to the intercom, Josh asked Sangre if he could bake a warm desert for them and was glad to hear a welcoming reply. Giving them about an hour to bathe, Josh went towards the bathroom, walking to the tub and filling it up with warm water, ensuring it wasn’t too hot, not enough to make it steam but warm enough to the touch.
Turning the faucet off, Josh returned to the bedroom and went towards Akira. “Ready to be picked up?” he asked while leaning over him slightly.

[zajawa]

Akira was just laying on the bed thinking a bit of everything that happened since he was brought here by master. There was just so much of it.. and from what Josh told him it seemed he changed just as much as.. his.. they were now.. lovers..? Akira decided to ask Josh about it when they would be taking bath. He jumped and covered himself with his arms as all of a sudden something got in his vision. Akira was just too much in his thoughts to hear Josh coming.. and it was still his natural reaction to react like that to the things that happened so.. suddenly.

[RedRose4]

Josh was taken aback when Akira looked so startled, looking at him for a short moment and backing away slightly. He understood why he was so frightened, his past made him like that, so Josh wasn’t upset although of course a little concerned by it.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you Akira.” Josh whispered, very slowly returning next to him and leveling himself with the younger man. After a few seconds, he parted his lips and spoke. “Are you okay?”

[zajawa]

Akira's heart beating was slowly going to it's normal level as few moments passed. Hearing the question he slowly took his arms out of his head and looked at Josh. Then he nodded softly. 'It wasn't your fault, Mas..' He paused when he noticed he was about to call Josh master once again. He needed to watch for it if he was to learn calling other male other than master. 'I was just too deep in my thoughts.. I'm fine..'

[RedRose4]

Josh nodded slowly in understanding, catching when he called him Josh instead of Master. “I’m just glad you’re alright…I’ll make sure not to be so abrupt next time.”
Moving so he could place one of his arms under Akira’s body, Josh didn’t lift him up, wanting to make sure he was ready and stable. “Put your arms around me, I don’t want you to fall.” He stated while placing his arms around Akira, pressing him to his chest but not lifting. “You ready for me to pick you up?”

[zajawa]

Akira wrapped his arms around Josh's neck and then nodded. Yes. He was ready... though he asked himself if it was okay for other male to carry him so often. Sure he was smaller than him.. but..
"Is it okay to carry me? I can try and walk", he proposed quietly.
Sure his legs felt a bit weak.. as all his body.. but it wasn't so bad. Probably he would be able to walk. Master carrying him felt nice.. really nice.. but it would be wrong to think only of himself.

[RedRose4]

Just as Josh stood up, he made sure he had a good hold of Akira’s body before walking towards the bathroom. Listening to what he said, Josh glanced down at him, looking at his body momentarily and speaking in curiosity. “You think you can walk? If so...how about you try and see if you can walk back to the bed when we get out of the bathtub?” Josh proposed while going inside of the warm bathroom, leaving the door open just a crack, and heading towards the full tub of water.
Putting Akira down onto the rim of the tub, he allowed him to get inside on his own. If he tried placing him inside, it would kind of be risky, plus Josh was sure Akira could manage getting in on his own. “I think if you do things on your own you’d feel a bit better so…you can try walking back, alright?” He said with a faint smile.

[zajawa]

Akira got inside the tub slowly, being careful to not hurt himself again.. though he slipped a bit in the end. Lucikly nothing happened but young srvant thought once again that he needed to watch out today.. somehow he didn't have much luck today. When he was inside he looked at master and nodded. Blushing softly he started to write, of course making sure Josh could see that. 'It's.. not like I don't like.. being carried.. just it can be bad for your spine.. right?'

[RedRose4]

Josh watched Akira get inside, his body involuntarily flinching at the sight of him slip slightly. Despite his heart beating a bit faster than earlier, Josh knew he’d be fine, or at least he hoped he would be throughout the entire day.
Once he was inside, Josh began to get in with him, but not without reading what he had wrote. With a soft laugh, Josh slipped in front of Akira, resting his legs beside him so he could stretch his body out slightly. “I like carrying you too. And I don’t think it’s that bad for my back, to tell the truth it’ll give me a bit more muscle. You work me out pretty well.” Josh said in a suggestive manner while feeling his muscles nearly tingle in response to what he had said. They have been worked a bit more than usual, but Josh was thankful for that. He had to get his body moving instead of being cooped up at his desk all day.