The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira was a bit surprised when Sangre sat down. It was the first time he did that. And Akira didn't really mind. Looking back at the pie he smiled, really wanting to taste it now. Though when he heard Josh's question he slowly shook his head. Sure he would like master to stay.. but it wouldn't be like him to be selfish. 'No. I'll for you with eating the pie, Master.' Also he remembered there was something he wanted to ask Sangre.. and to do that they needed to be alone.

[RedRose4]

Josh frowned slightly when Akira said he’d wait before eating. He knew how badly he wanted something sweet earlier, so he hesitated before nodding. “I promise I wont be more than five minutes. I’ll be fast.” Josh rushed over to Akira, kissing his forehead and nodding at Sangre before heading out of the room and going into his own, first looking for the cat, checking his bed where he left her first.

Sangre waited for Josh to leave before smiling, it was nice to see how open Master was in front of him, speaking of taking a bath together and kissing Akira…Sangre took it as a huge sign of trust between himself and Josh.
Looking at Akira, Sangre then smiled and leaned against the bed post. “You spoke. I thought I was delusional back in the kitchen but you actually did it. It’s nice to hear.” Sangre took a deep breath and locked his hands together. “So, need to ask anything before he comes back?” He whispered. Sangre didn’t mind whenever Akira asked him things, in fact he was curious about their relationship, so giving advice helped knowledge him about it.

[zajawa]

When Josh checked on the cat she was sleeping quietly, almost in the same position he left her. Though it seemed she drank a bit of water that was left for her.

Akira smiled when Josh kissed him on the forehead. When he heard Sangre he nodded. 'Yes. I was really surprised when it happened for the first time. Though my throat hurts when I try to use it too much.. like now.' After he heard Sangre ask about that he looked at him really surprised. 'How do you know? I actually have a question..' Akira hesitated for few moments but then he started to write. 'I know Master isn't mine.. or anything.. but I have this strange feeling.. that I would like to..' Young servant blushed heavily before writing the last part. '..that I.. want Master for myself.. and.. stay longer with him..' Akira gazed shyly at Sangre only to look on his own knees. 'Is it bad to feel like that?'

[RedRose4]

Josh smirked at the sight of the cat still laying there, checking her water and being thankful there seemed to be a little bit missing. Walking towards his closet, he took out some clothes to change into.
Sangre looked at Akira’s throat when he heard him say that, knowing he should get some tea more often in hopes that it might help. “You should drink something warm. How about you visit the kitchen later for some candy medicine and tea?” He asked in hopes that it might help.
When asked how he knew, Sangre chuckled and shook his head with a smile on his face. “Just a hunch.” he muttered before reading everything Akira had to write.
Sangre held back his smile now, not wanting to grin from ear to ear when Akira seemed so distressed. After he was sure the question was asked, Sangre began to answer in a slow, low voice, knowing they had a time limit so he tried not to take too long.
“That’s natural, very natural. Humans are usually monogamist, they want one partner in their life. So what you feel isn’t bad, it just proves that you have feelings for him…maybe stronger than you can understand.”
Sangre gave off a warm smile, adding a little bit more. “Someday, maybe you’ll love him. Your body along with your mind will be given to him. Your heart will warm in his presence, you’ll think of him when he’s not around, your life will be devoted to him. Love…is scary, but it can also be the best, most amazing thing you can experience in a lifetime. So if you ever think that your feelings for him are strong enough to consider it love, accept it. Or try.” Sangre then asked. “Do you accept your emotions for him? I mean…when you think of how you want him for yourself, do you understand that means you have feelings for him?” Sangre asked.

[zajawa]

Akira nodded at Sangre's suggestion. He would go later to the kitchen. 'I'll come later.'

Then he listened to all what Sangre had to say. Love? He didn't know what love was... as he never loved or was loved. When he heard Sangre's questions he looked at the man a bit perplexed. After thinking for few moments he still didn't know what to say. 'I don't know.. I.. I shouldn't.. I have no right to..' Akira stopped and looked at his knees once again. It all was so complicated. He remember what Josh said ealier about him being normal.. and all.. but he still felt like someone not worth of affection.. as well as there was this thought that he shouldn't feel those things towards Josh. Wasn't it a bad thing for someone like him to..

[RedRose4]

Sangre waited for Akira’s reply, and when he did he frowned slightly. Allowing a few seconds of silence to pass, Sangre softly put his arm around Akira’s shoulder and looked at him as best he could. “Emotions don’t have a ‘right’ or a ‘wrong’. Have you read Romeo and Juliet? Both families are completely different, but they fall in love anyways despite how opposite their lives were. Of course the ending isn’t…that spectacular, but saying you have no right to care for someone is impossible to decide.”
Sangre then smiled slightly and spoke before Josh could come back in. “I promise you that he has feelings for you, I have never seen him the way he is around you. So if you think those things about yourself, just know that Josh cares for you, no matter if you want him to or not.”

Josh finished up, having new clothes on consisting of a deep green buttoned up shirt with stitched in emerald designs, black being incorporated in it a little as well. His pants were completely black, tying it together. Walking back into Akira’s room, Josh looked at Sangre and him on the bed, seeing his arm around him and yet again feeling an ounce of jealousy despite the chef being completely straight. Walking over, Josh then focused on Akira, curious as to what had happened before Sangre began to speak.
“Well, I should get going.” he gave gentle pats along Akira’s back before standing up. “Hopefully you’ll both be alright when I’m gone.” He muttered, focusing mostly on Akira when he said that.

[zajawa]

When Akira was asked if he read Romeo and Juliet he shook his head. His master never let him to read the books like that.. though he still knew it was about love. But on the other side concept of love was still sosangre somehow.. foreign... There was no wrong feelings? Akira thought about it but then he heard Sangre saying that master had the feelings for him. His heart skipped a beat.. Why? No matter if he wanted him or not? Was it good or not?

When master stepped into his room he looked at him and couldn't but admire him. He looked so good.. so handsome... As Sangre said what he said he nodded while looking back at him. Smiling softly he waved to Sangre, sitting still on his place.

[RedRose4]

Smiling ever so slightly, Sangre waved back at Akira and bowed to Josh. “Good day Master. I’ll see you in the kitchen later Akira.” He said with a bigger smile, heading towards the door and leaving. He knew if he had anymore questions he’d have the chance to answer them later, and Sangre also had a plan to get Akira a few more books.

Josh waited for Sangre to leave before looking back at Akira, unaware of what they had been talking about while he was gone. “You okay? Still up for pie?” Josh wondered while quirking his lip and sitting down beside him.

[zajawa]

Akira nodded and then waved smiling to Sangre.
"Yes. I would really like to taste it. Can we eat, Master?", asked softly Akira.
He was looking at Sangre and then at master. It seemed there was something he didn't know between them. It was really strange for him seeing those different colours of those both men.

[RedRose4]

While Sangre returned to the kitchen, Josh nodded his head and placed the plates in front of either of them. He looked at Akira when he spoke, frowning slightly and glancing at his throat. He desperately hoped he wasn‘t pushing himself. “Josh, not Master. And yes, let’s try it..” He smiled softly yet again, grabbing his fork and being hopeful that it would still be warm.
As he cut into it, Josh sighed softly. The smell of cherries filled the room, and his mouth was watering from the sight and scent alone. Glancing up at Akira, Josh put the forkful to the other males mouth and smiled. “You try first.” he whispered, starring at Akira’s lips while he waited for him to eat off of his fork.