The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira nodded few times as all those informations were told to him. 'I must learn how to use it..' Feeling something poking his arm he turned around and then saw it was the duck he found ealier in the bath. 'What is it? And for what it's used for?'

[RedRose4]

“I’ll make sure to teach you a bit more.” Josh smirked, although his attention was fixated upon the duck that Akira was looking at. When asked what it was, and what it was used for, Josh smiled and reached over to softly grasp the yellow, floating toy.
“It’s a rubber ducky, usually used for children when they play in a bath. But I kept it since I was a kid, just decided to put it in here…” Josh softly moved the toy in the water, smiling to himself at the memory of his childhood with it. “It has no real purpose other than being a simple toy.” Josh said once again.

[zajawa]

Oh.. used for children to play.. Akira blushed strongly now knowing why Josh laughed when he was playing with it ealier. And.. he was playing none the less.. and he was big enough to not do that. Now he felt really embarrassed with his behaviour ealier. Though never before he was allowed to play or have fun so it wasn't really strange he got carried away.

[RedRose4]

Noticing Akira’s face seemed to get a few shades darker, Josh smiled and leaned over in order to kiss his cheeks, feeling how warm it was against his lips. “Don’t worry about it. I play with it too once in a while, almost as though I’m trying to relive my childhood….to go back to those times when I was happy.” Josh leaned back against the wall, moving the duck towards Akira and smiling.
“It’ll be our little secret.” He whispered, looking back into Akira’s eyes and letting out a soft breath. “Let me wash you off.” Josh muttered as he grabbed a bar of soap from the side of the tub.

[zajawa]

Looking at Josh surprised yet once again this day he then he nodded and smiled softly. 'When I was younger I wasn't allowed to play.. but sometimes when nobody saw I did.. only with my fingers... and that duck looked..' Poking the duck with his finger he smiled once again, seeing how it drift to back to Josh. There was so many things he wasn't allowed.. and so many he didn't know about.. It was like he all of a sudden was pushed into almost entirely different world..

[RedRose4]

What Akira wrote made Josh feel a bit happy, and sad at the same time. He never had a real childhood, and that was probably the best time in a persons life, or at least it should be.
“You can play now whenever you want Akira. I wouldn’t mind.” Josh smiled when he poked the duck towards him, softly making a wave with his hand so that it would bob up and down towards Akira.
With the soap in his hand, Josh gently placed it against Akira’s chest and smirked again. “I won’ take too long, I promise.” he said while moving it along to his stomach, making sure he didn’t invade any of his personal space the entire time.

[zajawa]

When other male done that with the duck he smiled and took it in his hands. Now if Josh was look at his hands he could see they were a bit scratched, already scabbing. Akira thought of all those times when he wasn't allowed to play.. and smiled once again, rubbing the small head of duck. When Josh said he wouldn't take too long he just nodded once again.

[RedRose4]

While washing Akira up, Josh kept glancing at what he was doing. It was incredibly adorable to see him with the duck, making him feel a bit happy that he could now enjoy himself, something he couldn’t do before. Finishing up with the soap along Akira’s legs, Josh then paused when he noticed his hands.
Instead of freaking out and scaring him, Josh looked up at Akira and frowned worriedly. “You alright? What happened to your hands?” he asked in a calm voice, softly reaching out but not grabbing his hand since he knew that might startle Akira.

[zajawa]

Akira looked at Josh but but seeing he was just worried and didn't seem angry he let him reach for of his hands, writing with other. 'After washing a carpet.. I wanted to make sure that my hand wouldn't smell.. and.. done it to hard. It started bleeding.. but it's all good now.. There are scabs.. and all..'

[RedRose4]

Noticing Akira hadn’t drawn his hand back, Josh carefully wrapped his fingers around his palm in order to inspect his hand, making sure it wasn’t too bad. Reading as Akira wrote, Josh looked a bit troubled by what he had written, although he still didn’t show any sign of being upset.
“Careful next time okay? I don’t want your hands hurting.” Josh’s heart nearly ached knowing how much pain Akira went through while being here. It seemed as though every week he got hurt in some way or another, and Josh wasn’t sure if it was only him, or it was a normal circumstance for Akira.