The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

So kissing in the public was okay.. but only a bit and when there is only Sangre? Hmm.. It still seemed strange to him but he didn't question it. If Sangre said it was alright and master didn't say otherwise.. then it was. Seeing Josh eating he took a spoon and started as well. He blowed on it few times. Since his temperature was lower than everage he needed to watch for the things like that. Taking first spoon he smiled and looked at Sangre.
"It's very good. Thank you", he said blowing on the second spoon.

[RedRose4]

Sangre brought over some tea for both Josh and Akira, placing it in front of them before sitting a chair down from the two, wanting to make sure he wasn’t sitting so close that it was an invasion or privacy. “I used to make it when I first got here. Master used to get sick a lot after his mother…” Sangre stopped and just focused on the food as he ate some.
“Thanks.” The chef said simply.
Not saying anything for a moment, Josh had a little more before focusing on his tea and blowing on the surface. Looking at the letter, the older male took a deep breath and began to open it. Even though they were eating, he needed to read it…even though he was dreading it.

[zajawa]

Akira tilted his head when Sangre stopped talking. Yes.. He knew from those thin books he needed to read so long ago that Josh's mother died. There was no.. details.. or he forgot them?.. but it wasn't good idea for conversation. Seeing that Josh is about to open the letter he received Akira continued eating while observing him closely. Were there written some bad news? Good?

[RedRose4]

Josh made sure to eat most of his food before he slipped the paper out of the envelope. He knew once he read it, he might not even have an appetite, and as he began scrolling his eyes over the text, that’s exactly what happened.
The note read;

Dear Josh,
I have been informed on the recent conflicts regarding you and Elizabeth. The Leodra family has asked for you to resolve this problem, and to explain to us what is exactly going on. You know any further problems can result in your status to be taken away, and you’d have to live without the help of your parents finances. In order to keep that place you call your ‘home‘, you must come for a couple of days to ensure you won’t be kicked out.
I expect you here by the beginning of next week, and remember Josh, your mother has always expected the best out of you.
Love; Aunt Giana

Seconds went by and Josh seemed to be stuck, frozen for a moment until he abruptly stood up from the table and went to the counter to lean his head against it, his jaw firmly clenched and his eyes closed tightly. How dare she bring up his mother, after all the years she ignored the death of her own sister, she speaks of her as though she knew what she wanted. Josh shook his head, anger and sadness welting up within him. He’d have to face his demons sooner or later, he had to talk to his aunt and speak with Elizabeth’s family, but leaving Akira again for a few days? This time it would be more difficult, and Josh really didn’t want to, but he was nearly forced into it now.
Sangre stopped eating and looked over at Josh, curious and also concerned over what he happened to make him so upset, so quickly. He wanted to speak but he doubted he’d calm him down, only one person could do that and Sangre knew Josh looking so angry would make Akira possibly nervous to go speak with him. For now, the chef waited a little while, knowing if needed, he’d step in and try to see what was wrong if Akira didn’t.

[zajawa]

Young servant stopped eating when he saw Josh's face changing as he was reading the letter. Biting his lower lip he thought for few moments if it was wise of him to ask what had happened. Was it from his family about Elizabeth? Probably yes, right? After all Josh was a prince.. and breaking the engagement.. Feeling a bit sick he clenched his hand on his pants and cleared his throat.
"W-what's wrong, Master?", he asked softly, his voice a bit shaky.
Akira hoped it was alright to ask. Being rude or out of his place were the last things he wanted to do. Or making Josh even more angry. Now, that would be really scary.

[RedRose4]

Keeping his head pressed to the table, Josh took a deep breath in, and then out. His body was shaking as he tried to calm himself, although surprisingly the anger wasn’t as bad as the sadness. He didn’t want to leave Akira alone, Josh was afraid to.
When he heard the mans voice, he closed his eyes even tighter and stood up straight with his eyes downcast. “It’s…” Josh stopped and shook his head. “Nothing Akira.”
Ripping the paper in half, Josh threw it in the garbage and headed towards the doors so he could go straight to his bedroom. It was hard to think, not knowing what worried him more. That he’d have to speak with the family that was supposed to be a part of his own, or that he’d have to tell everyone he’d be leaving yet again, that he’d have to tell Akira.
Sangre noticed Josh leaving and began to talk before it was too late. “Master, I think it would be best if you didn’t leave him here.” he said, knowing if Akira was left behind he’d only feel worse.
For a moment, Josh almost seemed like he didn’t hear a word, but then he stopped and glanced back at Akira. “Come Akira.” he said softly, not sounding angry at all, although it was obvious he was holding a bit of something back.

[zajawa]

Entirely forgetting about half of the soup and his tea as he saw Josh trembling and speaking so.. vunerable he stood up right away when other male told him to. He was glad he wasn't left here. Not because he would be alone.. there was Sangre after all.. but he wanted to go with Josh and help him as much as he could. Standing next to taller male he glanced at his face only to look at his own feet. Josh looked so.. emotionless..

[RedRose4]

Josh gave Sangre a simple nod of his head when Akira walked over, heading towards the doors and walking out. He didn’t rush towards his room, in fact Josh was rather slow with the steps he took. Knowing Akira was with him, Josh couldn’t keep quite and act like nothing was wrong. He had to tell him, or at least that’s what he thought was right. It would he wrong to leave Akira out of it, especially since it would probably effect him more than anyone else in the mansion.
After a few seconds, Josh began to finally say a few words, his voice showing no real sign of emotion. “That letter was from my aunt…about Elizabeth.” he stated off, knowing he wouldn’t get into detail until he was in his room sitting, but for now he could at least say the basics.

[zajawa]

Nervously Akira was following Josh, glancing up at him from time to time. He flinched when he all of a sudden spoke up. So he was right. From family and about his ex-fiancee. Gulping he rubbed his hand nervously over the leg of his pants.
"I-is it very bad?", he asked barely audible.

[RedRose4]

Walking ahead towards his room, Josh glanced at Akira and could see he was getting a little uncomfortable, and it was because of his own actions. Closing his eyes just for a second, Josh opened them and took a breath in before speaking with a soft voice.
“I don’t know…it could be bad.” Looking at Akira, he waited again to get to his room. After a few more minutes, Josh got his keys out, unlocked his bedroom and walked inside. “Come…sit down. Let me tell you what’s going on.” Josh said as he rubbed his head and walked so he could sit at the edge of his bed.