The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

It seemed white cat had a fun of her life with the simple bottle and how Josh handled it.
"She is so brave", said Akira with a small smile still on his lips.
When the warm arm was wrapped around him he couldn't help but enjoy it.. as well as that lips on his forehead. Then he heard master speaking and he focused on that. It didn't take long for his cheeks to cover with blush on all those prises. When Josh was done it took him few moments to form an answer.
"No. It all.. is a bit like dream.. I'm a bit scared that I wake up..", he said really quietly. "Everything changes.. and is brighter.. and I'm really happy. I'm sorry for not calling you by the name.. it's just hard to change that.. and you are master.. so it's even harder.. It's all hard.. I.. always thought I was nothing.. and nothing deserve.. n-nothing.. but since you show me I'm not ugly...... it all slowly changes in me.. inside my head.."
Noticing how much he was talking he got discoureged once again and fell silent. Though warm arm around his waist and how quiet it was around him now made him calm down a bit.

[RedRose4]

Even with Lady being very adorable, Josh still had to focus on Akira, especially when he began to talk. It made a lot of sense to hear him speak of it being surreal, especially after he grew accustomed to such bad things happening through his life.
Josh noticed him trail off, and of course he had to say something when he did. “Don’t apologize for calling me that still. I’ll give you time to get used to it, and like I said, I’m proud of everything you’ve been able to do. Don’t stop talking, I love to hear your voice Akira.” Josh whispered, kissing the side of his temple near his ear and speaking to him again.
“I just want you to know that. You don’t have to justify what I say but I want you to understand that I can see how far you’ve come.” Josh took a deep breath and then asked with a smile on his face. “Now, after all that can I ask for a kiss?” he asked with a hopeful tone. “I’ve been wanting to since this morning.”

[zajawa]

When Josh said he loved to hear his after prising him yet once again he couldn't blush any harder. Warm breath touching his ear made him shiver.
"Thank you", he said this time remembering to not to add master at the end of sentence, closing his eyes only to open them when he heard Josh talking about kiss.
Akira bashfully looked at the other male and tensing a bit he got on his knees and kissed the warm cheek. Then he realised it wasn't probably the kiss Josh was talking about.
"O-on the.. l-lips..?", he stuttered and felt now really intimidated.

[RedRose4]

Letting out a soft breath, Josh smiled and whispered back. “No problem.”
Even though Akira kissed him on the cheek, Josh thought it was incredibly adorable, although seeing how he looked a bit uneasy when asked about his lips, Josh shook his head and softened the hold around his waist. “I was hoping to kiss you there, although we can wait if you’d prefer.” The older male spoke, showing no signs of being disappointed with what was said.
“How about we go onto our bed. Cuddle a bit?” Josh suggested, allowing Lady to play a little more before letting go of the bottle for now and letting her play on her own. It was of course a very cute sight to behold, which is why Josh seemed to be glancing at her and smiling every once in a while.

[zajawa]

When Josh didn't seem to be disappointed he calmed down a bit and then nodded at the question about cuddle. And it would be easier to kiss that way. Standing up he then remembered about the bowl of icecreams he still was holding in his other hand. It melted but he remembered how good it was ealier so it didn't bother him. His attention focused on the icecreams he calmed down once again. Enough to stir a bit and drinking from the bowl getting what didn't want to trickle inside his mouth with the spoon.

Lady wasn't bothered by such a simply thing as lack of humans hand and played by herself, stil fixed on the bottle.

[RedRose4]

Josh laughed a bit from Lady still playing, standing up and seeing Akira drinking the ice cream. Heading towards the bed, Josh sighed and laid down, going under the blankets just to be a bit warmer and looking at Akira shortly. He just couldn’t understand how Akira could be hurt by someone, he was perfect in Josh’s eyes, or at least the closest thing to perfection that a human could come close to.
Opening up the blanket so that Akira could sneak under with him, Josh rested his head on the pillow and waited shortly, not seeming to mind waiting shortly since he had a nice view anyways.

[zajawa]

He noticed Josh was gone only when he already laid in bed. Blushing a bit he went to join him, leaving empty bowl on the night stand. Taking off his shoes he got on the bed and then remembered to clean his face. Seeing his fingers dirty he stuck out his tongue and started to lick them, not wanting to make stains on anything with them.

[RedRose4]

Watching Akira take his shoes off and sit down, Josh was about to speak until he saw him licking his fingers. At first, he was speechless, but then he laughed a little and slowly began to sit up. “You look like Lady doing that.” Josh joked, softly taking Akira’s other hand and bringing it to his own lips.
“I hope you’ll let me help…” Josh said as he first kissed one of Akira’s fingers and then licked it softly, tasting the ice-cream and savoring it.
Josh licked a bit more, but didn’t want to get Akira too uncomfortable, so he paused and allowed him to do it himself. “Thanks for warming me earlier. I feel a lot better now.” Josh sighed, the blankets already making him warm and comfortable

[zajawa]

Akira blinked hearing he was looking like a Lady. Tilting his head he wondered if cats licks their paws and what with the claws then. Thought he focused again at now and there when Josh got a hold of his hand, half closing his eyes when a nice shiver made its way down his spine. He actually chuckled at the other lick, liking how warm felt others tongue on his fingers. When Josh stopped he almost regretted it was over. Cleaning his fingers some more he then shook his head.
"It was nothing", he said, getting closer on all fours and laying down and then he asked, wanting to know. "Does cats lick their paws? And if so do they scratch they tongues with their claws?"
Akira waited for answer, looking questioningly at Josh.

[RedRose4]

Laying back down in bed, Josh brought the blanket up to his face and smiled when he saw Akira lay down beside him. Wrapping them both with the blanket, Josh looked into the green eyes before him and answered. “Yes, they lick their paws in order to groom themselves. And no…I suppose because they have rough tongue’s, they don’t need to scratch it.” he said, looking rather curious himself before smiling and getting a little more comfortable.
Wrapping his arm around Akira, Josh held him against his chest, closing his eyes shortly but having no intention of falling asleep. “Am I warming you up at all?” Josh asked, smiling the entire time.