The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira realised he was covering his face once again only when Josh spoke up. It was stronger than him to hide himself or his face when he felt.. scared or embarrassed. Though whatever he could say was stopped when the second finger was pushed in, making him gasp. Hearing Josh he looked at him stunned.
"W-w-what?", he stuttered, not really understanding what was going on.

[RedRose4]

For the time being, Josh put the tie down beside them and leaned over Akira’s body, looking into his eyes as best he could, trying to calm him before he felt scared of fearful. He had no idea if anything had happened to Akira that associated with being tied up, so Josh made sure to tell him everything instead of just grabbing his wrists and tying them together.
“Listen carefully okay?” Josh leaned down, kissing his lips softly and then whispering to him. “Your hands…may I try something with them? I’ll be gentle, and if you want them off you can tell me. But…I’d like to try and tie them together so that you can’t hide that beautiful, sexy face of yours.”
Josh grasped the tie once more, using his other hand to gently rub along Akira’s chest and abdomen. “Please, I’ll be careful. I promise.”

[zajawa]

Akira looked at Josh with his green eyes wide open. Then he looked away. Beautiful, sexy face.. He couldn't posibbly turn redder than when he heard that. The loud thudding of his heart filled his ears. When his chest and abdomen were gently rubbed he shivered. How could he possibly say no to other male? It was pretty much impossible. Akira closed his eyes and nodded, really tensed up now.

[RedRose4]

Seeing Akira’s red cheeks and the way his eyes widened signified just how unsure he was, knowing he wasn’t as relaxed as Josh would have liked. Even so, Akira nodded and gave permission which only made the other man smile softly.
“Thank you…please, give me your hands.” Josh said, brushing his fingers towards his boyfriends arms but not doing it for Akira, instead he waited for him to give him his hands.

[zajawa]

Seeing that smile made Akira a bit happy although he was still quite stressed. Hearing Josh he slowly reached his hands out to other man. They were trembling a bit as he waited. All of a sudden Akira sneezed, his body all cold.
"Uh.. I'm sorry", he muttered and looked away.

[RedRose4]

Just as Akira put his hands up, Josh paused when he heard that sneeze, and when he apologized it made the older male shake his head. “Don’t be sorry, you need to be warmed up that’s all.”
Josh grabbed the blanket nearby, pulling it over both of their bodies as he lowered himself and laid atop of Akira, not applying all of his body weight though since his legs were still propped up slightly to ensure he wasn’t squishing Akira.
Hugging his boyfriend, Josh kissed below his neck and looked into those green eyes with a smile on his face. “Let me warm you my love.” He whispered along Akira’s skin, taking his wrists and rubbing them while keeping his chest pressed to Akira‘s, shivering at the sensation of his cock laying across the other males abdomen, nearly brushing up against Akira’s. "Is that a little better?" He whispered before continuing.

[zajawa]

When he was covered with a blanket all of a sudden he didn't know what to think. With everything that was happening, and for Akira it was really much, he was a bit lost. Though still when he was hugged... it all calmed down and then his pure heart swelled when Josh said to him 'my love'. Closing his eyes he wanted to delve in this feeling.. but then he gasped when Josh hard member touched his for few seconds. Flustered, even more when he remembered about tying, once again he looked away.

[RedRose4]

Josh hadn’t taken his hands off of Akira, even as he wrapped an arm around him and used the other to grasp his wrist, he didn’t let go. Noticing that Akira had calmed down, only to be tense again, Josh looked at him as best he could and spoke.
“Don’t think of this as something stressful Akira. If you think of it more than just sexually, we’re doing something very intimate…something neither of us have done with anyone else before.” Letting go of Akira’s wrist and bringing it to his jaw, Josh moved his head so he could look at him.
“This isn’t meant to make you feel embarrassed or scared…it’s meant to make you feel good.” Bringing his hand down and trailing it along Akira’s chest and stomach, Josh stopped and grabbed a gently hold of both his own, and Akira’s cock, pressing them together and letting out a shaky sigh.
“We’re together, in the closest way possible. So relax butterfly, relax.” Josh whispered, gently leaning down to kiss Akira’s lips, the gesture soft, slow and gentle. His hand that held both of them together hadn’t moved, instead he simply allowed them both to feel each others heated arousal.

[zajawa]

Akira flinched a bit when his head was moved so he was now looking at Josh... and into his eyes. When their members touched once again because of other male's hand he moaned softly, really sensitive right now. And there was that kiss.. so subtle.. so calming.. Butterfly. He was a butterfly. Akira was slowly calming down as the kiss continued, forgetting about everything. Reaching to touch Josh's hair he softly kissed back.

[RedRose4]

Feeling the man beneath him relax, Josh smiled against his lips but hadn’t stopped the kiss. Using his opposite hand, he smoothed his fingers over Akira’s neck, brushing over the area where his tattoo rested. As Josh felt that gentle hand in his hair, he was very slow with beginning to move his hand along both of their members, sliding them together but being careful, gentle and pausing every few seconds so he wouldn’t be taking away from the experience completely.
To feel Akira’s lips against his own was enough, but for Josh to have the opportunity to feel his entire body made him feel like the most privileged person in the entire world.