The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Looking up he observed Josh. He seemed to be.. somewhere else. Was it a good thing? Bad? Either way Akira decided to wait for him instead of speaking up.
"It's fine", he said hearing Josh saying sorry.
There was no marks after tie other than a little line of chafe. Akira didn't pay it any attention and then smiled, touching other male's chest and then nuzzling his face into it. It felt good to be here. It felt right. And Akira didn't have anything other than himself.. so if he was what Josh wanted he didn't mind giving himself to him.

[RedRose4]

Josh brought his other arm around Akira, not caring if he was wet from what had just happened, in fact he barely seemed to notice. All Josh really focused on was Akira, and how he was with him. Smiling slightly, Josh rested his head on top of his boyfriends and began to whisper.
“I never thought I’d meet someone that made me so happy. I…always dreaded the fact that I’d be living with Elizabeth, miserable and alone but now…I know that won’t happen. I know now that I have you.” Josh said while closing his eyes, kissing the top of Akira’s head and smiling softly.

[zajawa]

"I'm really glad I make you happy.. I just hope it's just as much as I am being here", he whispered, smiling as his cheeks went a bit warmer. "I'm so glad you found me.. You gave me so much already.."
Akira stopped, knowing he said it already few times and it was probably irritating to hear it once again.

[RedRose4]

Josh opened his eyes and looked at Akira when he said that, smiling a bit and then whispering in return. “Of course it is Akira.” he muttered, and then those familiar words he loved to hear were once again said. Although when he cut off what he was saying, Josh rubbed along the side of Akira’s hip and smiled. “I hope to give you much more, and I’m sure you think it’s incomprehensible that I can give you more, but I will. Also… I’m glad I found you too, I can’t imagine what would’ve happened if I didn’t.” Josh said as he leaned his head against Akira’s.

[zajawa]

"Something bad?", asked Akira softly, for few seconds wanted to joke about it but decided against it.
He sure wasn't sure what was a joke.. and from what one could joke.. though he surely understood more than at the start.

[RedRose4]

Josh cocked an eyebrow, bringing his hand up to Akira’s blond hair and running his fingers through it with a soft smile on his face. “Yeah, probably something bad.” he whispered. “But you’re here now, in my room, in my arms. I couldn’t ask for anything better than that.”
Josh then looked around the room, chuckling awkwardly and then whispering. “I hope Lady managed to fixate her attention elsewhere for the time we had together…” he muttered, then looking back at Akira and asking. “May I get up? I’d like to get a towel and clean you before we sleep.” Josh muttered.

[zajawa]

"Is that so special?", he asked shyly, looking down.
Hearing Josh he looked around and then smiled.
"She's sleeping on her bed", he said and then looked back to the bathroom, hearing the water. "Can we finish our shower? Also... was water left running all this time?"
Akira remembered Josh said he needed to take a shower so.. it would be wrong to change plans now. Though he was tired he wanted to take one together.

[RedRose4]

A little bewildered by that question, Josh looked at Akira despite his eyes being downcast. “Yes, it’s very special to me. Having you with me makes me feel...incredible.” Josh whispered. Glancing over at the Lady’s bed, he then chuckled before focusing back on Akira.
“Yes, I left it on…not purposefully though. Although showering sounds nice.” Josh took a deep breath and got up, standing up and heading over towards his boyfriend. “You can walk, but do you want me to carry you?” Josh wondered while leaning over his boyfriend and kissing his lips again. It wasn’t his fault for wanting to feel those lips all the time, Josh only knew that he’d miss them for the next couple of days, so any chance he got he’d steal a kiss from the man he cared so much for.

[zajawa]

Akira smiled, hearing that answer. No answer would be better than this. Was there really many kisses today or was it only his imagination? Either way he would be a last person to not be happy about that. Kissing back he smiled.
"Would that be okay for... you to carry me?", he asked softly, being a bit selfish though remembering to not call Josh a master, once again.

[RedRose4]

Josh drew the blankets back from Akira and bundled them up in his arms, taking them to the little basket near his door and placing them inside to be washed. As he returned, Josh gently wrapped an arm underneath Akira’s legs, placing the other on his back and softly lifting him up.
“I love carrying you, so any chance I get I take it.” Josh smiled again and began walking to his bathroom, going towards the shower and using his foot to test the temperature. Since the water was rather hot earlier, it cooled down by now, so Josh turned the heat up before stepping inside with Akira in his arms. Before putting him down, the older male smiled and kissed his boyfriend again, allowing the water from above shower down on them as he did.
With a soft chuckle, Josh placed him down and sighed. “I’d kiss you all day if I could.” Josh said honestly as he began to wash himself off a bit.