The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

'I won't leave you, Master. Josh. I will be waiting here for your return..' That written he sat closer to other man and kissed his lips. Then cheeks.. and nose. He remembered all too well how much he loved it when master was doing this to him.. so he tried to do the same. Although he wasn't sure yet what was love.. and how he felt but he knew few things. That he didn't want to see Josh scared like that. That he didn't want to hurt him or seeing him being hurt. That he loved to be with this man all the time, everywhere where he wanted to take him. That were things he was sure about.

[RedRose4]

Reading what Akira had written, and feeling his lips agains his own, as well as his cheek and nose, Josh managed to actually smile a little bit, looking into Akira's eyes and brushing his hand against the side of his face, along the underside of his neck. "You always know how to make me happier Akira. Thank you, now...please, eat. Once you're done we can lay down for a little while together." Josh offered, speaking in a soft voice, showing he was hopeful that maybe Akira would want to lay with him after he was finished his dinner. "I can talk more once you're finished eating, I don't want it to be too cold."

[zajawa]

Looking at Josh he nodded his head obediently and started to eat. He was quick with it so in no time he finished. Standing up he opened the bottle with milk and took the chocolate out of the bag. Then he sat next to Josh and smiled. Taking one piece he put it before his lips and smiled softly, waiting for him to take it and then taking one himself and drinking a bit of milk. 'It's like having pickic in bedroom.'

[RedRose4]

Resting against the back of his bed, Josh simply leaned his head back against it and watched Akira. Trying not to be incredibly creepy and stare while he ate, Josh looked around the room, playing 'I Spy' with Lady and trying to find her before focusing on Akira yet again when he finished. Seeing him get chocolate, Josh smiled once more and parted his lips, taking the chocolate between his lips and eating it while also nodding when he said that to him.
"Yeah...it is." Josh chuckled, seeming to feel a bit better already. Getting closer to Akira, he wrapped his arm around him, using his other hand to get himself his water and sip it, licking his lips in order to make sure no chocolate was leftover. "Hm, it still tastes good..." Josh muttered, the sweet taste of chocolate lingering in his mouth even after drinking.

[zajawa]

Smiling when he heard Josh chuckle he stroked his hair softly. Taking another piece he drunk a bit more milk. He felt so calm right now when other male was smiling and not scared. If Josh would be scared.. then how he could try to be brave? Akira's eyes looked warmly at other male. He flinched when something jumped on the bed but he relaxed, seeing Lady. Purring, she laid between them.

[RedRose4]

'Stealing' another piece of chocolate, Josh went to put it to his lips and eat it, although as Lady jumped up he smiled and made sure his hands were clean of the desert before putting his hand out and stroking her fur, getting a little it of scratches behind her ear as well.
"I'll miss you...make sure Akira is safe okay?" Josh smiled while speaking to the white cat, glancing back at Akira and pecking his lips, tasting chocolate on them just like his own. "You can send photo's to me over text...so if you figure it out, send a photo of her to me okay?" Josh chuckled a little, sounding like a father now.

[zajawa]

When master spoke to Lady she meowed back. Akira was about to comment on that and answer Josh but jumped at the vibrations in his pocket. Pulling out his cell he nodded, seeing the reminder. Standing up from the bed he took the daisy with him to the bathroom. It took him few moments because he also changed litter and looked if Lady had enough in her bowl. Then he took out the snack and went to the bed to give it to her. Washing his hands he put the flower on it's place and went back to sit next to Josh. 'Let me try.' In the second try he was able to make a really nice picture. After trying for about five minutes he looked at Josh. 'Did I sent it right?' If Josh would take out his cellphone and would check it out he would see a picture with him and Lady and under it '...'.

[RedRose4]

Josh was surprised when he heard the vibration on Akira's phone, watching him for a moment getting the daisy watered and heading over to clean the litter box. Petting Lady the entire time, Josh just watched and smiled, trusting now that Akira was able to do it all on his own, he was showing just that right now.
When Akira returned, Josh took his hand away so he could get a picture, waiting a moment and then going to his nightstand to take out his phone, looking at it and seeing the text with the little picture in it.
"It worked." Josh smiled, showing Akira exactly what it looked like before humming. "You learn so fast...I trust you'll be able to contact me without a problem." Josh closed his phone, putting it to the side for now and laying down on the bed while also keeping his arm out for Lady, as well as Akira.

[zajawa]

Smiling a bit more at the praise he tried to take a picture of himself. Looking at it he nodded and sent it. He blushed a bit at what he put under it. 'Will be waiting for you Josh.' Shaking his head at this idea he put the phone on the nightstand and laid next to Josh. With Lady's soft purr he looked at other male and smiled. 'I'm happy when you are..'

[RedRose4]

Not really catching that Akira took the photo, Josh kept his phone at his side, unknowing that the photo of his boyfriend would be on his phone for him the moment he left. Waiting for Akira to lay beside him, Josh carefully wrapped an arm around him, careful of his neck the entire time, and smiling at the words he had written out.
"Same for you Akira...can you promise me, everyday to tell me that you're alright? I'll do the same for you...and then, I'll be happy knowing you're safe." Josh then looked out the window and chuckled. "I'll have to bring some books with me. I'll miss the stars as well." he admitted.