The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

'I wouldn't believe either. That someone would tell me I'm beautiful.. that someone would hug me.. and kiss... I even didn't know what a kiss was.. It's all thanks to you, Master.. Josh.' Smiling happily he just went back to stroking and rubbing others hand that was as always really warm compared to his. 'That there would be a person to tell me he doesn't want to leave me for a week.. That would hold my hand when I'm scared.. and would give me flower.. and make me smile..' Moving Lady aside he nuzzled into Josh's chest, his cheeks burning red.

[RedRose4]

Reading every single word that Akira had written made Josh's heart almost warm, it felt like someone had lifted his chest from his body, unable to understand exactly how this man in front of him was making him so...happy. Taking a moment to just let those words sink in, Josh wrapped both of his arms around Akira's body, resting his head atop of his, and kissing the strands of his hair, loving just how close he could get to Akira now, compared to how he was before. It was amazing to him.
"I'm probably one of the happiest men on the planet...being able to show you all of those things, to give you the chance to experience it, and to be the one to experience it with you."
Josh sighed and smiled. "And the crazy thing is, we have so much more to do together, new things to experience. It's hard to believe but we have years ahead of us Akira, to do even more things together. If that's what you'd want too..." Josh said, hope filling his voice as he spoke.

[zajawa]

He sighed when he found himself being wrapped in those warm arms. It felt so safe, being in here. Like nothing bad couldn't happen when master was hugging him. It was very calming and addicting feeling. Akira thought he couldn't be happier.. till he heard Josh speaking like that. If he would want it? How he could not to??
"Of course I..", he started only to cough some before he was even able to finish.
Somehow he forgot that he ought to stay silent. Looking up at Josh he nodded his head with a small smile playing on his pale lips. 'I would love to.'

[RedRose4]

Josh rested his head against Akira's, only looking down when he heard his boyfriends voice, followed by a cough. Leaning down, Josh began to tenderly kiss the males neck, starting from the base and going up towards the underside of his chin. "That makes me happy to hear." Josh whispered against his skin, ending the kisses with one against Akira's lips before gently rubbing his thumb underneath, eyeing his boyfriends lower lip that moved as his finger moved beneath it.

Josh's eyes snapped up to look into Akira's, looking emotionless in thought momentarily before he whispered. "You will be the first thing on my mind the moment I wake up, and the last thing I think of before I fall asleep. I want you to know that I won't stop thinking about you. Even so, I want you to have fun alright? There are a lot of opportunity for you while I'm gone, take advantage. Now...we have a few hours to spend together, would you like to stay like this for a while longer?" Josh whispered, his fingers moving against Akira's neck, making sure not to touch his tattoo in the process.

[zajawa]

Akira shivered being kissed like that. It really brought so much nice and warm feelings every time Josh did that that it was almost stunning. 'I would like that.. that is if there isn't anything you would like to do more than this..' Young servant was quite pleased with himself because how he managed to not call Josh 'Master'. Knowing that it brought happiness to other male was making him even more happy.

[RedRose4]

Josh smiled once again, reading what Akira had written and shaking his head. "I don't think theres anything better than being with you, so no...nothing better than this." Josh sighed softly, closing his eyes for a moment and staying close enough to Akira that when he took a breath, he could inhale the males scent. He'd miss it...but Josh would make sure to bring something he could have with him at night.
After what felt like a few minutes, Josh opened his eyes slowly and took the moment to just take a mental picture of this moment, to remember each and every detail. Even listening to Akira's heartbeat seemed to make Josh smile a bit, as well as the simple sound of him inhaling, and exhaling.

[zajawa]

Nodding his head Akira closed his eyes and just enjoyed the closeness of other male. He would miss those arms around him. For few moments he wondered if he would be lonely.. and he needed to say 'yes' to that. Although there would be Sangre.. and Harumi... there was no way for him to not miss other male. Somehow he became a part of his life.. and that part would be missing. Though he would have a lot of things to do. Mostly reading. With that he opened his eyesand making sure Josh was looking at him he started to write. 'We forgot to go to the library.'

[RedRose4]

The room was quiet, extremely quite until the only sound heard was the very distant steps and voices in the hall. Josh looked at Akira's hands when he wrote, furrowing his brow and looking at their bedroom door when he remembered about that. Shit.
"I have an idea." Josh smiled, looking into Akira's eyes and whispering to him with a sparkle in his eye. "How about we sneak into the library hm? It should be closing soon but...I have a key." Josh chuckle. Technically it wouldn't be sneaking inside, since he owned the place, but still...it would be fun, acting a little and maybe bringing some snack so they could sit near stacks of books and talk, eat, and spend some time together.
"How's that sound?" Josh whispered, knowing they had a few hours to waste, so why not? Plus having a little bit of fun before leaving never hurt either.

[zajawa]

Akira's eyes lit a bit when he heard about sneaking. 'I never done something like that. But isn't it kind of bad?' He asked right away. Though when saw Josh's eyes he could help but chuckle a bit. 'Your eyes, Master, are shining again.'

[RedRose4]

Josh smirked despite what Akira had written, wanting to laugh but he held it back and instead had a mischievous look to him. "It is bad, that's why we should do it." he whispered, as if he spoke any louder other people might hear. When Akira pointed out his eyes, Josh let out a low laugh and shook his head.
"I think it'll be fun, I'm excited. Just imagine. Us alone in a library, after hours...we can choose a genre and snuggle between the books, with no one else there." Josh sighed and then kissed Akira's lips in order to sit up a little. "Come on Akira, show me just how 'bad' my boyfriend can be." Josh said with a grin on his face.