The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira blinked when he heard Josh and looked at him dumbfounded. His cheeks couldn't just get more red than now. How could he do something like that? It seemed easy.. but it wasn't really. Especially for shy and pure Akira.

[RedRose4]

Knowing that Akira wouldn't do it so easily, Josh had to at least edge him on, in some way or another he was going to get Akira to do what he was told, not because he wanted to force his boyfriend into anything, but he wanted him to do things out of his comfort zone. If Akira were to keep himself in a shell his entire life, Josh knew he'd need to be held accountable for someone else, and he had no intention of that happening to his boyfriend, at least not for the long haul.
"Slowly…bring it to your lips first, as carefully as you'd like. Try for me Akira. Push yourself forward, don't hold yourself back."

[zajawa]

Akira flinched a bit when Josh's tone of voice changed a bit. Somehow it made him reach out for the vibrator obediently and take it in his hand. With a look of a scared puppy he stared at the thing he was holding, feeling like hiding somewhere. The shape and how it felt was somehow obscene.. in a way.

[RedRose4]

"Good." Josh whispered the moment he picked it up into his hand and looked at it. One step forward, it was a good start, but this was far from being over. Smiling faintly, Josh waited a moment before he took a deep breath and spoke yet again.
"Now..try your best to hold it in both hands, slide your fingers up against it, feel it for yourself, imagine me." Josh said, his voice tinged with lust as well.

[zajawa]

Akira got even more scared when he heard what he was supposed to do. Imagining it would be master's.. Though there was curiousity in him so at last he took the dildo in both hands, examining it slowly while his heart beat really fast. Blinking a bit he slowly calmed down while the silence lasted and he was getting used to the thing he was holding in his slim hands.

[RedRose4]

Letting the male take his time, Josh leaned into his seat, not touching himself anymore, knowing if he did with this sight before him he'd end up cumming way too soon. Seeing him grasp it with both hands, Josh then sighed beneath his breath, imagining it being his own.
"There you go Akira. Not too difficult, and it's not dirty at all, you're just getting a feel for it." Josh said, his eyes then resting upon the ones before him. "It's not as bad as you thought hm? Nothing intimidating about it, it's just you and me Akira."

[zajawa]

Akira flinched when he heard Josh and looked up at him. Thinking for few moments he then wrote on the keyboard. 'How it's not dirty? ... but it isn't as scary as I thought, Master.' That written he blushed a bit and glanced down at the dildo only to look back at Josh.

[RedRose4]

Josh smiled faintly when Akira typed, reading it and then releasing a soft breath. "In reality, all your doing right now my loved one is holding onto an object. It isn't sexualized whatsoever, at least not until you do something with it for me. Until then, it is simply just an object that you hold that reminds you of me. And I'm glad to hear that." Josh sighed softly and rested his palms onto his own knees.
Out of context, trying to ease Akira up a bit, Josh then asked. "How's your neck feeling? Why don't you show it to me." he asked in a slightly gentler voice, although making sure Akira kept the toy in his hand.

[zajawa]

My loved one.. Akira blinked few times quickly and then smiled a shy and soft smile. It was nice to hear.. though he still wasn't sure what love was. With that heard he almost didn't notice that Josh said he would need to do something with the dildo. His focus slowly shifted from it when he heard the question. Touching the dressing covering his tattoo he tilted his head. 'But shouldn't it stay covered to prevent the place from being infected, Master?'

[RedRose4]

Reading what was written, Josh nodded his head, parting his lips and speaking. "You're exactly right. I don't mind seeing it with the bandage, I just wanted to see how you're doing."
Josh looked from Akira's hands towards the toy, smiling faintly and taking a deep breath before leaning into his seat, shifting slightly and then dragging a finger across his lower lip while speaking. "And how have you been feeling since we've been apart. Any feelings of lust? I'd be surprised if you hadn't thought of this morning at least once today." Josh said, slightly hopeful that he did, at least a little bit.