The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira was 'silent' for few moments, analyzing everything. Then he heard master and smiled a bit. 'I'm sorry. It's hard to think of you as only Josh.. Don't be upset with me.' Then he thought a bit more. 'To please me?' It was such a new definiton altogether for Akira. Someone that wanted to make him smile.. and such. Yet master really was doing that all the time.. though there was still doubt in Akira for who were all those sexaul things.

[RedRose4]

Josh sighed, smiling softly and nodding his head. "I'm not upset. I promise." He said, his voice genuine since he really did feel that way, especially after his boyfriend apologized. The next question made Josh a little bit more interested, nodding his head and answering him not long after.
"This is for pleasing you more than myself. If I only had my own pleasure in mind, I would have finished by now. But I'm waiting for you, because your pleasure is what I strive for in order for my own desire to be fulfilled."

Looking at Akira, Josh just wished he could show him how he felt right now, but for the time being he could use only words, something he was trying his best to do.

[zajawa]

Giving it a bit more thinking he nodded his head. It wasn't like he understood fully but he could grasp the idea behind it all. With that all said his embarrassment and relutance dicreased considerably. 'So.. I need to lick it? But it smells.. strange..'

[RedRose4]

Looking at the toy, Josh then shook his head and smiled. "You can wash it if you'd like. It's brand new, it may hold a scent and sadly it doesn't smell like my own cock, the one I'm sure you'd be a bit less reluctant to try." Josh almost regretted being so up front with Akira when he said that, but he kept going.
"You can do whatever you'd like if it helps you, I will not force you, but it would be good for you to at least get it prepared. You may also grab the lube, I want you to be comfortable." Josh said, clearly not keeping in mind that what he was doing was uncomfortable itself, but in a sense, Josh knew it would go away once they had gotten farther into this.

[zajawa]

Akira sat the for few moments but decided to try it out. It was embarrassing as well as but scary but still.. it was master. He wouldn't harm him.. He never did so far at least. When he heard about the lube he nodded his head. 'Could that be done? I don't want to lick it.. please?' This time he decided to try and refuse since Josh said not once nor twice that it was alright to speak his mind.

[RedRose4]

Hearing Akira say please made it hard for Josh to say 'okay', but a part of him knew that if he let the person he cared for stay reserved into his comfort zone, and not step out, then Akira wouldn't have the opportunity to do things he usually wouldn't.
"How about we change it up a little. Go ahead and grab the lube, and I'll tell you what I'm thinking in a moment." Josh said, trying to reassure that he wouldn't have to do it, although of course it wouldn't be that easy for the young man to get out of the situation.

[zajawa]

'Where is it?' Akira was glad he didn't need to lick that thing and instead he would be able to lubricate it in another way. Somehow it felt wrong to make his tounge touch the plastic thing.

[RedRose4]

Glancing around their bedroom, Josh looked behind Akira and pointed, knowing it was pointless so he spoke instead. "The nightstand should have a bottle, half full if I believe." Josh said, hoping there was some left since it had been a while since he bought lube, seeing how him and Akira didn't have to use it twenty-four seven, thankfully. He liked to have time with his lover, not only sexual but personal, emotional as well.

[zajawa]

Akira moved and searched for the item. He soon found it. Quite curious he started to read what was on it instead going back to laptop right away. Feeling a bit awkward with the informations he read he tilted his head, thinking. Though he didn't freak out once again and simply got back to Josh. Remembering how it was lathered.. he started to do the same to the vibrator, not aware that his boyfried had another plans about it.

[RedRose4]

Waiting for the male to get it, Josh looked around his own room and grimaced. If it weren't for the fact that he was in this place, he'd be even more turned on, but knowing his room was beside Elizabeth's bothered him. Thankfully though his door was locked, and that meant privacy, no one would walk in without permission.
When Akira returned, Josh was about to speak but paused when he saw him lathering up the vibrator. For some reason it was hot, very hot to see his boyfriend doing that. Clearing his throat, Josh felt his cock harden a bit more before he spoke to his boyfriend, transfixed upon what he was doing.

"Once it's wet enough, I want you to look at your hand. It's soaked in the lube isn't it?" Josh asked, his hand shifting to his boyfriends fingers and smiling to himself.