The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira smile when he was given the cake pop. It looked really pretty and made his focus go to it while Sangre whispered something to Master. Taking a small lick of the strange thing in his hand he tilted his head and then smiled softly as his cheek was kissed. And was so nice to have that warm hand holding his. Akira's skin was even colder than normally from lack of sleep. Nodding his head he obediently followed other male. As soon as they stepped inside the room something meowed and Lady started to say 'hallo' to Josh's legs, purring softly as she was at that. She gained a lot weight and she looked really pretty, After all cats healed a lot quicker than humans.

[RedRose4]

Josh ate his own cake pop on the way to his room, walking over in silence, although he was happy to be holding onto Akira's hand, running his finger over his palm every once in a while before they got to the door. Stepping in, Josh chuckled and smiled as he noticed Lady, looking at her with widened eyes as he leaned over and gently pet her.

"Wow girl. You look so good, I can barely tell it's you." Josh pet behind her ear, looking back at Akira and standing back up. "You did amazing. She looks so healthy." He complimented.
After a little more attention being spent on Lady, Josh went back to Akira and scooping him up into his arms, holding him bridal style and chuckling as he kissed the males lips, holding him in his arms and sighing. "I need to change and clean up a little. Can you wait in bed for me?" Josh whispered to him as he held him.

[zajawa]

The young servant smiled seeing Lady and Josh together. Then he blushed a bit at the complement but before he was able to write anything he was scoppped up. It made him gasp but then he just put his head on Josh's chest, clearly happy with attention he got. Other's chuckle made him smile even more. He thought he would gladly clean up with Master but he just nodded his head, not wanting to disturb Josh.

[RedRose4]

Josh went to the bed, placing Akira down and smiling. "I"ll bathe tonight with you. For now I just need to change clothes and scrub my face." Josh leaned down, kissing Akira's cheek and removing his shirt, throwing it to the side and heading over to his closet to get some new clothes.
It felt so natural, to be in his room with Akira, not having to have that heavy feeling in his chest whenever he realized he was alone.
Getting to the bathroom, he washed his face thoroughly, being unable to at the other estate. Drying it off, he stripped the rest of his clothes and headed back into the room, changing into his new boxers and pants. For the time being he left his shirt off, deciding Akira would appreciate some warmth directly from his skin.

Putting his shirt on the side of the bed, Josh hopped back in beside his boyfriend, wrapped his arm around him and covered him up, kissing his head and sighing beneath his breath. "Finally." he said, putting his other hand to Akira's hair and tucking a few strands behind his ear.

[zajawa]

He was a bit surprised hearing Master. Was what he was thinking so obvious? Though the kiss made him smile once again. Laying down he took in the smell of fresh sheets and missing Josh smell on them. His eyes closed for few moments but he opened them feeling Josh getting on the bed. He got closer to Josh when he felt that warmth back. It felt so good to nuzzle his face into other's chest and relax. With a small smile on his lips he looked up and touched the warm cheek, only now really feeling how cold he was. 'Welcome back, Master.'

[RedRose4]

Josh looked at Akira, his heart feeling full again as he smiled, kissing his boyfriends fingers when he touched his cheek and then grasping it in his hand. "Thank you." He said before then breathing onto his hand, trying to warm them. "You're freezing." Josh muttered, frowning a bit and then looking at the time.
"We're going to nap together, alright? You need some sleep. And I could get use some as well." Josh insisted as his fingers sprawled out against his back, pressing him closer and trying so hard to warm up the other man, hating to feel his skin so cool to the touch and being unable to instant warm him.

[zajawa]

He was about to protest but he then heard that Master needed a nap as well so he nodded his head instead. Akira was quite tired so sleeping beside other male seemed like a really good idea. 'If that's really fine I would gladly..' That written he smiled a bit. 'I missed you, Master. And.. I read those romantic books so I know a bit more now.. But.. is it alright for someone as me to.. love you?' Akira was entirely serious and waited for Josh to answer him. That was the only question he didn't ask Sangre and only Josh.

[RedRose4]

Nodding his head slowly, Josh kept a hold of Akira's hand and looked into his eyes for a moment before reading what he was writing. When he finished, Josh looked slightly surprised, his eyes slightly widened as he shook his head instantly. "I wouldn't want that from anyone else." He said, looking into Akira's eyes and smiling.

"If I had to choose one person to spend the rest of my life with, to love, it would only be you. It's more than alright if you felt that way towards me." Josh felt his heart beat a little harder, his mind asking millions of questions. Did that mean Akira loved him? Or was he simply asking out of curiosity?

[zajawa]

'I think.. what I feel may be love. I really missed when you were not around. Thought about you. The world seemed darker. And there were and are those butterflies in my stomach when you smile. It was said that it was love when your heart skips a beat when kissed.. so I think..' Akira blushed up to his ears when he realised what he was saying. His tired mind only now registered it. The young male his face in Josh's chest.

[RedRose4]

In that moment, Josh felt stronger for Akira then he ever had before. Knowing that this man he held in his arms loved him, that he felt the same emotions he himself felt. Smiling vaguely, Josh held Akira tighter in his arms, feeling extremely happy to 'hear' him say something that could make him incredibly happy.

"I love you too." Josh whispered near his ear, kissing the side of his head and smiling softly. "I feel the exact same way, and yes…that is love. Such a strong, true emotion."