The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Now it made a lot more sense than before. Feeling quite overwhelmed he hid his face into Josh's chest. It was all like a dream.. even more now than before. He wasn't ab;e to answer in any way. How could he really? Akira was now in a state that was making him unable to move.. even more answer what other male said.

[RedRose4]

Noticing Akira's face against his chest, Josh placed his hand to the back of his boyfriends head, gently touching his hair and leaning his head against Akira's. There was a moment, a soft silence that was welcoming to Josh, almost as though the language itself was specific to Akira.
The silence he had gotten accustomed to with his boyfriend now had a meaning, and without the use of words, Josh could still feel the love Akira had shared for him, in something as simple as his head hidden against his chest, and his inability to write a single word. It meant way more than any word could possibly describe.

[zajawa]

Akira was just laying there.. taking in Josh's smell. After few moments he relaxed entirely abd just enjoyed the here and now. There was nothing so say.. at least ot wasn't there.. Only thing right to do was rubbing his hands at other's chest.

[RedRose4]

Josh hadn't even realized minutes passed, in fact it felt as though time had stayed still. The only thing that knocked him out of his trance was a gentle knock on his door, but before he could speak he heard Sangre's voice coming from the other side.

"Master? I have set aside some food for you and Akira. Please, ensure you both eat." The chef spoke, clearly a little concerned that they had missed dinner, especially since Akira had been on a good schedule lately.

Josh looked at the door before settling his gaze back upon Akira, sighing beneath his breath and kissing his boyfriends head. "Thank you. We'll be out soon." Josh said, his voice still soft although Sangre heard it enough to say a pleasant 'you're welcome' before stepping away from the door to give them both privacy.

[zajawa]

'Is it really alright to stay here?' That being asked he felt.. opposed to getting outside. He hugged Josh and didn't 'say' anything more. Hiding is face into other's side he just wished they could stay here forever.

[RedRose4]

Josh looked back down at Akira, seeing what he had written and feeling a little bad that he couldn't stay longer in bed with him. "We can stay a little more…but you must eat butterfly." Josh whispered, moving his hand across his boyfriends arm and towards his hip, keeping the blanket overtop of him to keep him warm, using his own body to do the same.

"Would you prefer we ate in here?" Josh then wondered, knowing that might make him feel a little better, especially if they were alone, without the risk of someone bumping into them and speaking Josh after a few days of being away from the castle.

[zajawa]

Akira nodded almost right away though then he felt bad for doing that. He was cofused with how what he should do and wanted to. What was best for Master. He sighed deeply not really knowing what he should do.. even if he did that already.

[RedRose4]

Not seeming bothered by the choice whatsoever, Josh nodded in response and stretched out his arms, feeling his muscles slightly weak from being around Akira for hours straight. As he turned to roll onto his back, he paused to make sure Lady wasn't there, and then sighed as he comfortably took a moment to ease his muscles, his head turning against the pillow so he could glance back at Akira.
"Hm, then I'll grab the food." Josh smirked, kissing Akira's forehead and asking before he left. "Is it alright if I go and do that? I won't be long, just need to get the food and I'll be right back." He said, not wanting to leave Akira if he didn't want him to.

[zajawa]

Akira nodded. After all the food was right nehind their door. Waiting for Josh to return he decided how concerned he was with him and his reaction to everything. It was nice to have someone caring so much for him.

[RedRose4]

The nod was enough to tell Josh it was okay to go ahead. Making his way to the door, he opened it and glanced out, making sure no one saw him since he was only in his boxers and nothing else. Slowly and sneakily, Josh picked up the two saucers of food which was covered to keep warm, holding one in each hand and walking back into the room, closing the door with his foot and heading back to Akira.
"Dinner is served my love." Josh chuckled softly as he placed them down onto the end of the bed, sliding back inside the blankets beside his boyfriend and sighing softly.