The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

"I would look strange", he protested with his voce shaking like as he was about to cry.
This time he didn't cough showing that his throat and vocak cords were getting a bit better. Shaking his head it was clear he was quite stressed out. Again.

[RedRose4]

Josh looked back at Akira, pursing his lips and grasping a outfit off the hanger, inspecting it and shaking his head. "No, you wouldn't look strange to me. I think you'd look amazing in it. But you haven't tried some of these on right? Why can't you show me. No one else will see it." Josh muttered, taking a step to Akira and whispering to him.

"I honestly think you'll look handsome, and a lot more like the real Akira. You had never had the chance to choose your own style, and this just might be it." Josh said softly.

[zajawa]

Akira shook his head really hard and hid his face in his arms wrapped around his knees. He couln't simply do that. How could he? He wasn't fitted for those clothes. He wasn't good enough. He didn't even thought of that he was saying no to his master's words.

[RedRose4]

Seeing Akira shake his head, Josh furrowed his eyebrows and cocked his head to the side. "No huh?" He muttered, looking back at the clothing and then sighing beneath his breath. "Will you honestly never wear these clothes? After Sangre and Harumi bought them for you with their own money?" He wondered, knowing he was using guilt to slightly tie him into thinking of wearing it, or at least trying to get him to try it on.

"At least see what it looks like Akira…if not you can take it off right away. It's only me here." Josh explained, knowing if he hadn't spoke seriously, Akira wouldn't listen to him as much.

[zajawa]

Akira shook his head once again. How he just possibly show himself in clothes so nice? It was bad.. He shouldn't.. No... he would lok like crazy person in those..

[RedRose4]

"Akira." Josh sighed, his voice a little annoyed now, not mad just…irritated. He missed Akira, and of course he didn't want to make him do anything he didn't want to do, but Josh knew that if he didn't push his boyfriend a little, he wouldn't try new things. If he didn't get Akira to wear the clothes, he never would, and Josh wasn't planning on letting that happen.

Stepping closer, Josh grasped Akira's chin and tilted his head up, being gentle despite his hard tone of voice. "Akira, listen to me. I love you, and I know you are holding back. Stop that side of you, try it on. For me." Josh didn't look upset, but more…hopeful, as though what he was saying might, thankfully work, if not he'd have to be stronger with his words, and Josh really didn't want to do that to someone he loves.

[zajawa]

Akira, hearing that voice, was unable not to listen. He never would be able to oppose it. Not really knowing what he shoukd do he was made to looki in those maroon eyes and there was na escape. He soon was wearing on of the outfits.. although when he was putting it one and wearing it was clear how nervous he was.

[RedRose4]

Josh felt himself relax, his tense body having no reason to feel that way once he saw Akira putting it on. Still he felt a little bad, but when he was putting on the clothes Josh felt himself stare. Seeing his boyfriend in something like that made Josh's heart ache, and he couldn't help but to keep his eyes on the person he loved.

It was as though Akira was a completely different person. Not in a bad way…but completely positive. Instead of looking like a scared child, he had the essence of a man, and despite his innocence still shining through, there was a part of Akira that could never leave, and Josh could see that well, even with what he was wearing.
"Wow Akira.." Josh whispered, looking at him for a moment and feeling himself smile, not being able to help it. "Wow..you look incredible." he sighed.

[zajawa]

Akira looked surprised at Josh when he said that. Seeing all those feelings gathered in the maroon eyes he blushed really strongly and looked on the floor. He wasn't brave enough to look into the mirror. Somehow.. it scared him really badly.

[RedRose4]

Taking a step towards Akira, Josh paused and just took in the sight of his boyfriend. It was astounding how different he looked, although at the same time it was a nice change, not bad overall. Smiling when Akira looked down, Josh put his hands along Akira's waist, feeling the fabric and yet again being rather surprised by how it felt against his hands.
"It's nice, especially on you. I like it a lot Aki." Josh smirked, looking at Akira's face, as much as he could, and then kissing the top of his boyfriends head. "I don't understand how you can look at yourself and see all the bad, when all I see is good in you. You look incredible Akira." Josh whispered against his skin.