The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira felt really awkward as all those nice clothes were being put on him. He was a bit conflicted with himself but Josh was still a person that he wouldn't go against. Never. Whoever he would be. Master, other male or his boyfriend. What he wanted was his wish as well. It was really important for Akira to see the other male smiling and happy. Even if he wouldn't be. That didn't matter.

[RedRose4]

Josh realized that Akira would have a little more attention drawn to him with the clothes on, although for the time being he wanted to make his boyfriend feel better. So, as he looked back at his boyfriend, and finished with his outfit, Josh smirked and fixed up the collar as he spoke.

"Remember the lady we visited when we went outside? I think we should drop by again sometime to see how she's doing." Josh suggested while he slid his hands to Akira's hips, admiring the outfit on him. "Would you like to do that?" He asked.

[zajawa]

"Her name was Alice...", said Akira softly and then looked confused at the other male.
Why to ask that question all of a sudden? It made him feel so perplexed that he didn't really know what to say and it showed on his face clearly, even more as his hair were now braided.

[RedRose4]

"Yes her." Josh said, his eyes returning to Akira's as he sighed deeply, noticing the look in his eyes. Taking his boyfriends shoulders, Josh rubbed them slowly and began to speak. "Baby, we'll have to leave this room soon. And I'm trying my best to make you feel better, but I'm no good at it to be honest." Josh admitted as his hands slide down Akira's arms until he was holding either of his hands.

"Sangre is a lot better than I am with relationship advice, but I'm trying. If you have anything on your mind I'll try to help. Promise." Josh kissed Akira's forehead and glanced at the door, before that he wondered about Lady, making sure she had food and water before they left the rooms and headed towards the kitchen, where Josh had hoped Sangre would be.

[zajawa]

Only with an explanation delivered Akira understood the sudden question. Somehow he couldn't stop himself from turning around, going on his toes and pecking other's lips. He whispered simple thank you and then wrote since he wasn't sure his throat was all fine. 'Can the doctor see my throat...? It doesn't hurt anymore.. but I would like to know if I can talk.. please?'

[RedRose4]

All of the thoughts in his head instantly left when Josh felt that soft kiss, and a smile appeared instead. He sighed in relief and pressed closed to Akira, only to feel the comfort of his body, but nothing else.
As Akira wrote, Josh looked down and nodded, a grimace appearing on his face as he spoke. "Good idea. We'll do that first. I wouldn't want you getting worse…" Josh put his hand to Akira's throat, running his thumb up and down against it before he smirked.

"Let's go there first. It's west, opposite end of where the kitchen and library are." Josh explained, just in case Akira didn't know as he made his way towards the door, holding onto Akira's hand as he did.

[zajawa]

Small shiver made it's way down his spine when his neck was touched. Akira didn't know actually where was the doctor's room so he nodded and followed other male. He thought of him as Master but he tried to stop himself every time he did that. After all if he was to be his respectable partner he needed to try to accomplish small tasks like this one. Yet even is small.. it was really, really hard to do.

[RedRose4]

Josh made his way with Akira down to the doctor's office. It wasn't a huge place, especially since he was alone with one nurse. Most of the time they weren't needed much in the estate, but when they are it's rather important to have them at hand. They sure saved Josh's life when he got the chicken pox at an early age.

As they got to the doors, Josh leaned down to kiss Akira's lips, smiling softly to his boyfriend and then stepping inside the room. It was rather typical, white walls and bright lights, but it was still elegant, with beautiful details against the wooden desk where the doctor was seated, as well as a more then welcoming young nurse who welcomed Josh and Akira inside the moment the handle turned.

"Welcome back home Master. " The Doctor stood up from his seat, bowing his head to Josh and then paying attention to the man beside him. "Akira. How's your throat been?" he wondered while going into his pocket to pull out a laryngoscope.

[zajawa]

Akira was a bit nervous while they headed to see the doctor. He really wanted to be able to speak once again.. even if he didn't talk much anyway. It was easier.. and with that he wasn't that so awkwardly much different from other people. He blinked few times at the kiss but before he was able to react they were inside. Being a bit scared he nodded his head to the nurse and doctor. 'Well.. I didn't speak..' then he stopped remembering all those moans and blushed. 'I tried.. and I was able to say few things without coughing.. But you said, Doctor, that it would the from week to two so...'

[RedRose4]

"Ah, I see." The doctor got closer, careful with Akira, knowing how important he was to Josh, as well as how anxious he was at times. "Let me check to see how it's healed then. And I'll give a different diagnosis depending on the healing. How's that sound?" The doctor smiled, standing before Akira and readying the small device as he turned on the light at the end.

"I'll need you to open your mouth, just like the last time remember?" He asked as he took out a wooden tongue depressor.

Josh watched closely, still tightly holding onto Akira's left hand. He had to make sure his boyfriend knew he was at his side, and despite wishing he himself could help, all he could really do was wait to see what would happen next.