The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

As he was hugged so tightly he started to tremble really hard. It took him a while to calm down. There was few silent tears as well.. and only then it seemed Akira was getting slightly better, the shock and fear passing away. His hands were clenched on Josh shirt through all of it, as if making sure he wouldn't anywhere.

[RedRose4]

Keeping his arms around Akira's body, Josh rubbed his back, not moving anything else as he stayed still, holding his boyfriend until he felt better. Once he felt Akira ease up, Josh kept his arms around him, although whispered, just to make sure.
"You okay?" Josh asked, not taking his arms away from Akira's body until he knew for sure he was alright.

[zajawa]

Akira nodded his head. With other male being there it was making all better. Even if he didn't understand and know so many things he knew there would be Josh to explain them to him. And make him safe and happy. It meant a lot to him since there was never no one like that in his life. Wiping his eyes he looked up. 'Master makes it better.. Oh, I'm sorry. I ought to say your name. It's hard to remember sometimes..'

[RedRose4]

Josh loosened his hold, only to allow Akira to move a little bit, giving him freedom to sit up. Despite his arms still being around him, Josh sat up straight himself, although keeping his boyfriends head close to his chest. When he wrote, Josh smirked and nodded slowly, not even realizing, or caring that he had put Master.

"It's fine Akira, people make mistakes. Even I do." Josh ran his fingers through Akira's hair, looking into his beautiful eyes, and sighing as he just allowed himself to treasure the moment. "Tomorrow, we'll plant a flower or two, maybe we can convert your old room to something else." Josh thought, thinking maybe putting in a bookshelf, chair for reading, and then take out the bed and replace it with something else. He hummed at the thought, enjoying the idea quite a bit.

[zajawa]

'Convert my room?' Akira rubbed his eyes a bit and then looked curiously at the other male. And Josh said it was his. Was it? The one thing being really given to him was that daisy... It was his and his alone.. so was it alright to give him the whole room? 'Is it my room?'

[RedRose4]

Josh looked at the door before shifting his gaze back to Akira. "I mean…the room you used to sleep in, we can change it to something else. Maybe put flowers in there in front of the window, create a spot where you can read, so if I'm at work you can relax in there. Or if you want some quite time, you have somewhere to go. As well as myself of course." Josh smirked. "You won't need your own anymore since mine is now yours." He explained, thinking it would be nice to make the room something to have for Akira during the day.

[zajawa]

Akira smiled when he actually heard this room was his. It made him quite happy. Ad then he looked shyly at Josh. 'Would it be okay to make some place to draw there?' It would be so nice to have a place like that. And there it was again - puppy eyes.

[RedRose4]

Josh looked at Akira's hands, his eyebrows raising slightly when he saw him speak of a spot to draw, and he instantly smiled. Although those puppy dog eyes, even if he was going to say yes, it was a definite yes now.
"Of course!" Josh chuckled, smiling softly and nodding his head. "There can be a sunroof overtop of the desk, that can stream in natural light, as well as the table which can have built in lights as well. I think it would be a very good idea to have that in the room." Josh said softly, approving of the idea since he knew Akira would love it.

[zajawa]

The young male smiled happily. There was no trace of ealier fear in him now... and if he would have a tail it would be wagging. Akira was really happy right now it was as clear as sun on the sky. Submitting to his excitement he decided to ask for one more thing. 'And.. some colourful paints.. or something.. would it be alright..?'

[RedRose4]

Josh let out a soft chuckle, nodding his head instantly. "Of course. I'll buy you some paints, pencil crayons, get you an aisle. You should come shopping with me, so we can choose what pain colours you'd like, see what brushes would work best." Josh said, loving the look on Akira's face. He just looked so…happy, and there was no way he could replicate such a response from the man he loved. So he made sure to cherish it. "Would you like to do that sometime?" Josh then asked curiously.