The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

'But wouldn't it be kind of hard with something like that?' He just couldn't stay quiet about that since he wanted to be able to speak as soon as he could.

[RedRose4]

Josh smiled meekly, knowing all too well what he meant. "Yes, it'll be difficult…" He admitted, thinking about it for a moment and wondering if maybe it would be best to wait the four days first, although it was so damn tempting to put his boyfriend in something oh so sexy and have him lay in bed beside him each night with it on until he could ravage him.

"You think we can handle it and hold back?" Josh wondered, if it was a definitive no, then he knew it would be best to wait.

[zajawa]

'I don't know.. I don't have much experience in such things..' Akira's answer was very dyplomatic since his experience in that was rather.. not exsistent. And Josh should know about it all too well since he knew a bit about his past. Feeling a bit lost he didn't know what to think and looked questioningly at the other male.

[RedRose4]

Josh hummed beneath his breath in thought after Akira wrote, biting his lower lip and furrowing his brow. As his lips parted, he began to bring up a plan in mind.
"How about…at least we try. If it gets out of hand in any way, we'll stop. At least until the four days are up." Josh smiled faintly. "I can be a good boy I promise." He then added as he tried to hold back the smirk on his face.

[zajawa]

'I can try..' That was all Akira wrote since he wasn't really good in talking about his feelings and describing them. Well.. he would manage to that if he would try but.. it was simply embarrassing to do so. It wasn't really like he thought that his feelings were insignifcant, since Josh seemed to care about them very much, but still.. 'But... are you sure Mast.. Are you sure that those clothes are meant for men?'

[RedRose4]

Josh nodded his head slowly, brushing his fingers across Akira's cheeks before then glancing at the clothes when he asked if it was meant for men. "Yes. I had made sure it was designed for men. I'd try it on to show you but it's a little small for me." Josh said, with a vague smile, still apprehensive about the whole idea, although he still wanted to give it a try.

[zajawa]

Very small part of Akira wondered why he was the only one that needed to wear something so embarrassing... but he would never ask about that aloud. It wouldn't be like quiet, introverted, selfdoubting young male he was. Not saying anything he just accept he would be wearing that.. although it didn't make things less embarrassing for him.

[RedRose4]

Josh stood up, taking a deep breath and heading over to the outfit. He didn't touch it, instead he looked back at his boyfriend and gestured him over, his eyes rather soft despite the need and curiosity of what he would look like in something as revealing as that.

"Come Akira…let's take this slow." Josh whispered, wanting to make sure he was as comfortable as he could get, despite his the uneasiness of the situation. There was at least a reason to try and make it a little less embarrassing, or scary for him.

[zajawa]

With his skin still flushed he stood up from the bed and walked to his boyfriend. Looking up at him timidly then his eyes rested on the embarrassing clothes. His heart was beating nervously in his slim chest while he waited for what would happen.

[RedRose4]

When Akira walked over, Josh could see his eyes on the clothing, and he knew that wouldn't help. Bringing his hand up, he gently grasped Akira's cheek and tilted his head towards him as he whispered. "No…look at me instead Akira." Josh whispered, dragging his fingers down towards his boyfriends chest, towards the bottom of his shirt, and slowly slipping it upward, speaking softly as he did.

"Let me see your incredible body first." Josh said beneath his breath, raising Akira's shirt and dragging his fingers along his sides as he pulled it up.