The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira thanked Sangre with a warm smile on his lips. But when he left first doubts started to bother the young male.
"I-is it a-alright?", he asked, looking down at the hand Josh was holding. "I-I mean.. the room.. and clothes.. a-a-and being with me...? After I... in the kitchen.."
It was clear that Akira was really bothered and stressed out all of a sudden.

[RedRose4]

Josh frowned lightly when Akira began to ask about earlier, and if he actually deserved it..or at least if it was okay to do. Rubbing Akira's neck, Josh looked into his lovers eyes and spoke softly. "You deserve everything positive thats given to you. You are a Prince's lover, you will be given things that you might not think you should, but you are very, very important now." Josh kissed Akira's head.

"Besides, it's something I want you to have." He then added lightly, knowing it was hard to explain…Sangre was always a lot better at that sort of thing.

[zajawa]

"Important?", he asked, blinking and then added, clearly in shock. "But.. I'm not important.. I mean.. I'm no one.. I don't even have surname... or any documents.. For system.. I don't even exsist.."
He knew that all too well since he checked that throughly in internet. Although he knew he was here.. and he was alive but he had nothing. In the world outside he wouldn't be able to do anything. He had.. nothing.

[RedRose4]

Josh smiled weakly when he heard Akira say that, understanding what he meant, although it was evident that he held a lot of importance, to Josh specifically.
"You'll have my surname someday, when we marry. And remember I told you? I put you in my journals. Whoever is the next of my generation will read it, and then the next, and the next, and you will always be known Akira." Josh told him, looking into Akira's eyes and speaking with honestly and truth.

"From now on, your life will matter. To me and our future family." Josh said in a soft-spoken voice.

[zajawa]

"Is it even legal to marry someone without..", he said and then paused, realising what Josh said.
And then there was more. Family? Future family? Like.. with child? His mind went all chaotic for few long moments and then he hang out to the first thing he could, just like a drawning man.
"M...... marry..?", Akira gasped out, his green eyes overfilled with deep, undeniable astonishment.

[RedRose4]

Josh smiled a little and shrugged his shoulders. "We have lots of time to think about that, we're young, and we only just began our relationship, but yes…I would hope to marry you someday, and give you my last name." Josh muttered lightly, knowing all that information was a lot to handle for Akira, but it was the truth.

"Does that thought bother you at all?" Josh asked softly, knowing it was overwhelming but surely he had to have a positive, or negative emotion towards it.

[zajawa]

Josh. The Prince. Thought of marrying someone like him? It made him smile shyly while shaking his head. Feeling like it was the right thing to do, igoring the pain he leaned forward and kissed Josh's lightly.
"And future family? What did you mean?", he asked softly, somehow feeling really calm and happy all of a sudden.

[RedRose4]

The kiss was welcomed as Josh leaned in the moment their lips touched, smiling as he had asked that question, noticing instantly he was a little better.
"Well…I don't know how it'll work out yet, or what's going to happen, but I need to pass down my line. That can differ from adoption, a surrogate mother, or if I must, I can contact distant relatives. A second cousin, or someone in my blood line." Josh spoke, smiling lightly. "We'll wait and see, but we have options. And someday we'll make a choice together." Josh said in a soft voice.

[zajawa]

Akira caught up with many things, done a lot of researching, read a lot too but there were still things he didn't know aything about. He knew it would take him years to learn everything.
"What does it mean adoption? And surrogate mother? Who is that? And what choice?", asked Akira, wanting to know what they were talking about.

[RedRose4]

Josh smiled lightly and tried to explain a little better. "I mean, we'll make a choice in the future how I pass on my heir. To whom. Since of course we can't reproduce, we have options." Josh ran his fingers along Akira's stomach, whispering to him softly.

"There are some children, and babies out there without their parents. Maybe they can't afford having one, or it was unplanned. Whatever the reason they give their child up for adoption, so another family can raise and look after them as their own." Josh tried to explain as much as he could. "A surrogate is…taking my sperm, and with the help of a little bit of science, they take a woman's egg and fertilize it before placing it into a woman's body. It means that she'll give birth to my child, but without the act of sex of course." Josh pursed his lips, noticing it was a lot harder to really explain than he had thought.

"But those options come later. Honestly just allowing someone in my distant family to take my role would be completely fine." Josh smiled lightly.