The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira looked at master and nodded eagerly. That would be really nice to do. Hearing about alone and big star Akira felt sad for the man sitting beside him. 'It must be hard for that star to be so alone, Master.' Of course he was reffering to master. And he actually thought that some small and alone star would be better for him but he wouldn't tell that to Josh as he knew it would probably upset him.

[RedRose4]

Despite what Akira wrote, Josh smiled sadly and nodded. “Well…now maybe it’ll find another star, like I did with you.” he said while smiling, but it wasn’t sad like the previous one. “Maybe I can find a new one for myself then.” Josh replied to try and switch up the conversation. He didn’t want it to sound sad since now he was a lot better, a lot less alone.
Standing up from the bed, Josh stretched and sighed, looking down at Akira before speaking. “I’ll be going to my room…would you like to join me or would you want to stay here, maybe read a little first?” he asked, not wanting him to feel obligated at all to follow him.

[zajawa]

Akira smiled shyly when master said he had found him and wasn't anymore alone. Then he stood up as well. 'I would like to join you, Master, but first I need to take a shower.' There was no way for Akira to go to masters room dirty. 'Should I bring some clothes to sleep?'

[RedRose4]

Josh was glad to hear that Akira would be joining him, but he barely expressed it since he simply nodded before speaking. “I’d appreciate that…and of course.” he glanced at the bathroom when he spoke of taking a shower, thinking of him inside of it and trying desperately not to get too into detail.
When Akira then asked him about bringing clothes, Josh looked at Akira’s body and furrowed his eyebrows. “You can if you’d like. You can also wear my silk pajama‘s, they’re comfortable too but…that would be pointless.” Josh sighed and rubbed his forehead. “Yes, bring your own that would be good.” Josh mumbled, knowing that poor Akira wouldn’t understand why he’d need his clothes when he had his own.
“You don’t need my help do you? I’m still not used to you being able to do everything alone now.” Josh chuckled softly.

[zajawa]

Actually Akira understood.. maybe because there was a man, in one of those fictional books, that wore it and he then thought how it would be to wear one. But he wouldn't ask master for something so selfish.. though he felt a bit disappointed when Josh changed his mind. He just nodded to it. 'I'm able to take shower by myself now, Master. But thank you for asking.'

[RedRose4]

Akira’s answer was the end of the conversation. Josh let out a soft sigh, looking at him for another moment before heading towards the door to go to his room. “You’re welcome. Okay…I’ll see you soon then Akira.” he smirked lightly before walking out of his room, closing the door behind him and sighing while shaking his head. He had no clue what to do. Sangre almost seemed to confuse him more. Josh was bad at detecting if something was hard to understand or if it wasn’t for Akira. For now, he’d just have to be a bit less confusing about it all and maybe it would work out.
Going to his telescope, Josh leaned over, positioning it in the right spot and looking through the view finder. He then noticed it wasn’t quite dark enough. Just another ten or twenty minutes and the starts would be shining even brighter.

[zajawa]

Akira bowed to master and got under the shower. He was soon ready. Combing his hair before mirror he looked at himself. Every time after shower he took few minutes to look at himself. It was a good reminder of the fact that he wasn't ugly and also looking at himself in the mirror fascinated him. After all he never had done that before. After getting out from the bathroom and putting on himself clean clothes, he took a small book about astronomy and flipped through it quickly. After fifteen minutes he got up, put it on his bed and made his way to masters room. Then he knocked few times.

[RedRose4]

While Josh was waiting, he focused on aligning the telescope and checking over a small manual he had next to his bed. It showed the planets, the astrological signs and popular stars. He knew a lot by heart, but it was still tricky to remember all of them, there were billions after all.
Josh looked back at the door when he heard the knock, taking a moment to just smile, knowing Akira was going to come inside and want to learn something that he loved. It was a comforting thought.

“Come in.” Josh spoke loud enough for him to hear before putting the booklet on the bed for now and bending down to look through the view finder. Finally, he aligned it perfectly to show a particular star he wanted to show Akira.

[zajawa]

Young servant came inside as soon as he heard master allowing that. As he got closer Josh could feel how nicely he smelled. Akira looked at the telescope closely and then looked through the window and sighed in awe. There was so many starts on the sky today as it was really clear. It looked really incredible.

[RedRose4]

When Akira walked in, Josh took a step back from the telescope, looking out the window as well and smiling. His room had one of the best views of the sky, making sure that nothing was blocking his outlook of the stars and planets above.
“I wanted to show you this one star…” Josh whispered as he leaned down to check again before speaking to Akira. “Look there…” he said while pointing to the view finger and speaking to him, explaining to him what he’d be looking at.
“This star is named Rigel. It’s located in Beta Orionis and is actually the seventh brightest start in the sky. Plus it’s blue which is quite beautiful.” Josh looked out the window, it was easy to see even out of the glass but it was even more spectacular seen through the telescope. “Sadly there’s aren’t any green stars though.” Josh muttered with a faint frown, knowing they would remind him of Akira if there were any.