The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira sighed and nodded. 'We can only be there for him..' As he heard the last question he looked at Sangre, not moving, and then blushed up to his ears. Even his heart skipped a bit. Gulping and looking on the floor he started to write, his hand trembling a bit. 'I don't know that.. He is the first one that wanted.. to kiss me.. Before that I didn't know what is a kiss..'

[RedRose4]

Nodding in agreement with Akira’s first sentence, Sangre then smiled even more at the look on the poor young mans face. Seeing the obvious blushes and how embarrassed he seemed, Sangre nearly felt bad for asking, although he found a bit of enjoyment out of teasing his friend.
“Ohh, that’s true.” Sangre muttered before tilting his head and keeping that grin on his face. “You two… do sexual things right? I can only imagine since Master has a ‘shine’ about him now, not to mention he’s a lot less bitchy.” Sangre said before instantly saying a little ‘shh’. “I never said that.” he laughed lightly, knowing he’d be yelled at if Josh knew he was called that.

[zajawa]

With that question Akira got even more embarrassed. He nodded, looking at his feet but then he heard Sangre saying something he didn't understand. 'What does bitchy mean? I know you kind of joked now but.. what does it mean?' Akira looked at Sangre questioningly, his cheeks still flushed but he was much to curious to not ask. Besides young male liked to get to know new things.

[RedRose4]

Sangre’s smile faltered just slightly. It would have been bad if Akira asked Josh that, very bad actually. “It’s not a very nice word…” Sangre started, sounding more like a father than a friend at the moment. “It pretty much means someone who’s showing some sort of temperament, or being moody, something like that. But try not to use it around him. Master might ask where you learned it and…it would be retraced back to me.” Sangre said with a little bit of nervousness before chuckling at how the conversation was turning out.

[zajawa]

'But Master is moody.. and I won't use it around him. I promise.' Wrote Akira smiling warmly. 'And I would hate to give you problems because of the joke. And Master.. is lonely.. and I don't know for sure.. but he seems like person who is also scared of people. Not like me.. in another way..' Akira stopped and looked shyly at Sangre, as always self doubting. 'It sounds stupid, right?'

[RedRose4]

Sangre felt a sense of relief wash over him when Akira said he wouldn’t speak of it, smiling once again. “Thanks.” he replied back before reading what Akira was writing once again.
Having to think of what Akira wrote for a few seconds, Sangre creased his brow in thought before nodding slowly.
“It’s not stupid I…I actually agree.” Sangre sighed and leaned on the counter just a bit more before shaking his head. “I’ve gotten to know him over the time I’ve served him, sometimes he’d ask for me to stay a little longer and play a game of chess or let him stay here and observe me cook because I think he was lonely. But I also think he does have a fear of others as well like you said. But not in the same way.” Sangre finished while taking a deep breath.

[zajawa]

Akira was surprised when Sangre said he was right. It made him feel a bit better.. but at the same time he thought of master.. and that his money and position didn't give him much happiness so far.. though it still wasn't that bad. Akira nodded. 'So give me please that list so I can take it Master..' He then once again remembered he needed to go to the garden by himself and felt uneasy.. and stressed with the vision.

[RedRose4]

Sangre listened to Akira, saying a soft ‘ah’ and turning around. “Yes of course.” Rummaging through a nearby cupboard, Sangre pulled out a list and checked it over a few times. “I got a few things yesterday, they’re checked off so make sure he knows that.”
Sangre smiled lightly and looked into Akira’s eyes. “Thanks for stopping by. You alright?” Sangre then wondered, noticing something seemed a little off, passing him the slip of paper while keeping his eyes on him.

[zajawa]

Akira nodded and then hesitated, hearing the question. But as he thought he would make Sangre worried if he wouldn't answer.. and not really able to lie to anyone.. espcially Sangre.. 'I said I would go to bring the list to the greenery.. but I'm.. scared..' He wrote that and then bit his lower lip, not looking at Sangre.. evidently thinking about it all..

[RedRose4]

Sangre could easily tell that Akira was uneasy, but when he wrote what was wrong the chef seemed a little concerned. He couldn’t just let Akira go somewhere he was afraid of. At the same time Sangre slightly felt agitation towards Josh for asking him to go somewhere he was still getting used to.
Sighing softly, Sangre smiled despite the circumstance and put his hand on Akira’s head to ruffle his hair just a little. “Let me come with you. I haven’t seen Harumi in a while and I think she has a thing for me.” Sangre said while chuckling. “Come on, we should go together.”