The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira was already half asleep when master said those words. He was to deeply into his sleep to realize what Josh was saying. Soon he was fully asleep, sleeping quietly. Through all the night he was sleeping calmly with head on Josh's chest. As the morning came he ended up with his head on others male abdomen..

[RedRose4]

Waiting for Akira to sleep first, it took only a few more minutes for Josh to end up sleeping as well. He had one of his arms up beside his head, his other arm around Akira even in the morning when he ended up lower than before.
Because he was used to less sleep than what he’s been receiving recently, Josh found himself waking up to the very early morning. They slept early in the evening, so it only made sense for Josh to awake just as the sun was rising.

Looking around the room, Josh’s eyes then focused down on Akira. Noticing just how it looked in his point of view, the older man took a few seconds to just admire Akira so low on his body before sighing in irritation at himself and putting his hand down to brush his fingers through the mans blond hair. He didn’t want to wake him up, not intentionally at least since Akira deserved the sleep. Instead Josh kept quiet and unmoving, being careful with his fingers as they brushed up against the strands of his hair.
The thought of showering with the other male caught his attention…he needed one after all and surely Akira wouldn’t mind. Josh made sure to keep that in mind while his eyes rested on the man.

[zajawa]

Akira was slowly waking up at the light touches on his hair. With a deep sigh he opened his eyes.. and then drowsily looked up at master. Realising where his head was resting he sat up immediattely.. only to find himself on the edge of the bed.. losing his balance and falling of the bed with a big 'thud' sound as his head hit the floor. Looking perplexed he just laid there.. not really grasping what had happen. It looked quite funny actually.

[RedRose4]

Josh’s hand stopped once Akira’s eyes began to open, feeling instantly guilty that he woke him. Seeing those green eyes looking at him though made Josh smirk, moving his hand in his hair once more and enjoying the sensation of the strands brushing against his fingertips.
Although, once Akira got up quickly and lost his balance, Josh’s hand was way too late to grab the man until he already fell. Cringing at the sound, Josh felt worry rush through him as he got on all fours and looked over the edge of the bed.
Seeing Akira looking so lost with his barely awoken state made Josh’s concern leave. He noticed just how damn cute he looked, and a little hilarious too. Laughing under his breath, Josh got off the bed and got on his knees next to Akira. Placing his hand at the back of his head, he looked down at the man and hovered over him slightly with his body.
“You okay? You fell off the bed.” Josh whispered while rubbing the back of his head a little more to ensure it was alright, a smile on his face the entire time.

[zajawa]

Akira nodded and tried to say something but his voice wasn't there.. Why...? Didn't he..? 'I said something yesterday or was it only a dream, Master?' He asked that and sat up, his cheeks still slightly flushed. It was clear he was also a bit frustrated as he couldn't talk.. Tensed up he waited for masters answer.

[RedRose4]

Thankful that Akira was fine overall, Josh read what he wrote, wondering if the fall made him lose his memory, although that was wiped out of his mind when he saw how frustrated he looked.
Instead of making him wait Josh answered instantly. “Yes, you did. It’ll come back naturally just don’t force it Akira. Besides, your voice kind of turns me on so careful when you use it.” Josh smiled and kissed Akira’s lips quickly before standing up and holding onto Akira’s hand to help him up as well.
“I’m joking,, your voice is relaxing but it’s nicer to hear when you aren’t endeavoring to speak.” Josh looked at his nearby washroom and decided to ask.
“Would you like to shower with me? I need one, and I wondered if you’d join me.” Josh said hopefully.

[zajawa]

As he heard master saying that he tilted his head. His previous master always made sure to choose only those books that wouldn't spoil his purity.. or so he said so Akira didn't really know lot of words related to sex, love and things like that. Taking Josh's hand and standing up he then asked. 'What does it mean to 'turn somebody on'? I don't understand, Master.' As he heard about the shower he looked even more cofused. How could he take a shower with his master? 'Isn't it inappropriate, Master?'

[RedRose4]

Even when Akira stood up, Josh kept holding onto his hand while he managed to fix the bed as much as possible with other. His attention was brought back to Akira once he asked him that, knowing he probably didn’t understand so he should’ve specified it earlier.
“It….means to make someone heighten sexually I guess. For example, if I were to say something sexual or touch you, it would turn you on…at least I’d hope.”
Josh then furrowed his eyebrows when he said it would be inappropriate, even more so since he was still calling him Master.
“We’ve done worse than showering together Akira. If you don’t want to I’d understand, but I surely don’t mind. And please, call me by my first name. You calling me Master just….seems too formal.” Josh said with a slight grimace.

[zajawa]

Akira blushed as master explained the phrase he used. It felt embarrassing and even more as he remembered how Josh touched him. He grew a bit excited and then blushed even more. Poor Akira didn't know where to look. 'But.. I am your servant, Master.. How could I call you by your name? Shouldn't I call you like every servant - Master? Or.. I..' Akira was clearly confused and looked at Josh questioningly with his green eyes.

[RedRose4]

Keeping his eyes locked onto Akira, he knew it would be difficult for him to change something he was used to, especially this.
“I don’t want you to only be my servant. We’re not just Master and servant anymore, at least I don’t think of you as just my servant. Plus that label isn’t very….kind, and I don’t want to be your Master, I want to be Josh.”
Touching Akira’s neck and brushing his fingers against his tattoo, Josh looked into Akira’s eyes and smiled. “I don’t expect you to call me by my name each time you speak with me, but eventually I hope you do.” Josh said before leaning down a little and whispering. “I’ll be right back then.”
Letting go of Akira’s hand, Josh smiled at the young man for a few short moments before turning and removing his shirt while walking towards his bathroom.