Wild Discoveries (private for me and NarutoFan08)

I shake Shikamaru's hand, flashing that signature smile of mine. "That's a cool name." I tell him. Shikamaru had to be a cool guy if he was friends with Naruto. That's when I felt a a tight vice-like grip on my wrist as I was pulled into the washroom. I see Naruto with an anger in his eyes like I've never seen. "What do you mean what I did? All I did was shake Shikamaru's hand."

I was so confused right now, what did Naruto mean? I didn't do anything bad. Oh shit. I must have done something horrible when I was drunk. Surely it couldn't be that bad. I had all my clothes on. There was no cum. And Shikamaru still seemed friendly, so I couldn't have insulted him too harshly. What could I have done then?

[NarutoFan08]

Was he being serious? Ugh! I knew he drunk up the ass. It was either that or he was just playing stupid. Man, I hated it when people got wasted up to the point where they couldn't remember a damn thing. Fucking low-lives.

I shake my head and rub my temples. This was fucking ridiculous. I was a grown ass man and so was Kiba. I didn't have to be here lecturing him on something that he should already know: responsibility.

"Ya know what: If you can't remember, that's your shit," I tell him. "What you did was so uncool? Cussing me out for god knows what! Naw, Kiba, I ain't cool with that shit. It you're gonna get fucked up - Cool! I'm not trippin' over it. But don't come at me with your bullshit."

He's just staring at me, looking as stupid as ever. Ugh! Just his profile made me mad enough to the point where I wanted to bash his big head into the concrete. He looked soooooo.... URGH!

I let out another heavy sigh, and I unlock the door and walk out.

"Shika, let's go. I need to go for a walk."

By this time Shikamaru was on the phone with his girlfriend, Temari. She was a cool, quiet girl. Sometimes she was outspoken, but most of the time she kept to herself. However, whenever she did become vocal, she was usually aggressive. I still liked her, though. She wasn't as weak and dependent as many of the other woman here in Konoha. She actually had fucking balls.

"Alright."

He doesn't question me; he doesn't protest; he doesn't whine, and he doesn't complain, which, to be honest, was a surprise. Shikamaru nearly rises from his chair and follows mr out the door on s I grab my orange jacket.

Once we're out and good distance away, he says, "Everything okay?"

I don't answer him right away and that's how he knows that I'm pisses. And why wouldn't I be? My roommate was acting like a fucking 16yr old! That's so uncool.

I only felt more confused as Naruto yelled at me. I was getting a bit mad. He wasn't letting me get a single word in. He just kept going on and on about how I cussed him off. Oh fuck...I cussed him off. Oh shit, I need to apologize. I would never dream of doing that to him! Oh god, and I did it in front of Shikamaru too.

I wanted to apologize to him, but he had already gone out the door with Shikamaru. I was left there, standing stupid. I tried to think of why I would cuss Naruto off. There was only one reason. He kept infesting my thoughts with his beautiful ass. Even if it did frustrate me a lot to be thinking of another guy, I would never cuss him off because of that! There had to be more, what could have triggered this? Damned alcohol. I never drank that much before to get wasted. I usually had such good control over my alcohol level.

I sat on my bed, pondering why I would cuss him off. I thought and thought. All I could remember was Sakura. She had her mouth around my cock then it was all a haze from there. Something had to have happened in between there and my arrival at my dorm. Come to think of it, I don't remember pounding a pussy. I just remember lips. Besides, my fingers don't have the smell of vag on it either. I would have finger fucked the hell out of here to prep her for my massive dick. That means I never fucked her, why didn't I? What stopped me?

That's when it hit me. Naruto stopped me. He must have prevented me from going through with it. But he was here with Shikamaru the whole time, right? So how else could have Naruto been there. I knew, my thoughts. I was thinking about him. Oh no. I must have blamed him for not fucking Sakura. There was nothing I could do about it now. I laid down in my bed and waited for Naruto to return, hoping I could make it up to him when he did.

[NarutoFan08]

The air was cold. Freezing actually. I have the collar of my jacket lifted, and I shiver as I pull out my phone to switch my playlist. I have no idea what's really playing right now, but I could care less. I just needed something to do.

Shikamaru is behind me. He's strolling at a leisurely slow pace, and I'm okay with that he's texting his girlfriend as he follows from behind. How do I know it's his girl? Well, first off, he has that stupid grin on his face, and, second, Temari is the only other person who would be up this late.

God! What time was it now? I pulled out my phone again. The clock reads 2:30. It's fucking two-thirty AM. I think I've been walking for over an hour and a half.

"Hey, dude, as much as I love walking around this campus over and over again," Shikamaru begins," I think imma call it a night. Temari is inviting me to go over to her dorm. Everything cool?"

"Yeah," I reply. I didn't want Shika to leave, but I wasn't about to say so. I clasp his hand and give a knuckle-touch-explosion as we part ways. We make promises on how we'll hang out tomorrow, and he advises me to return home.

I do so.

It's probably around three when I get to my dorm. I'm cold all over, especially from my nose. My fingers are numb, and my teeth are chattering. My warm bed is all that matters to me now.

The room is dark. I look over to where Kiba would be sleeping. His form is there, and his breathing regular, but, to be honest, I couldn't tell whether he was just lying down or whether he was truly asleep. Hopefully, it was the latter. I didn't feel like putting up with him.

I strip down to my wifebeater and my underwear, and I throw on some sweats.

"Time to call it a night, Naruto," I said, speaking in third person because, well, ya know, I'm lame.

I look at Kiba's bed all the while. The troubling question as to why he had cussed me out in the first place still resided within my mindset and befuddled me to no end. The confusion of it all ate away at my mental state, and it left me feeling negative.

I can hear Naruto walk in. Am I insane for waiting who knows how long just to apologize to him? I don't think so. He doesn't greet me. I'm not sure if it's because he's still mad at me, or maybe it's because he thinks I'm sleeping. Regardless, I hear himself tell himself it's time for bed. "Wait Naruto. Don't go to bed yet." I said.

I stand up and take my position, standing in front of him. "Sorry if I scared you, but I couldn't sleep knowing I cussed you off." I told him. "I'm really, really sorry. I would never purposefully swear at you, I just want you to know that." I look down at the floor, embarrassed. "And I'm really sorry for acting that way in front of your friend. I can understand if you're still mad at me, I would be too."

I go to sit down on my bed. "I don't and never will hate you. You're an amazing dude and I was totally wrong for saying that. I can understand if you hate me after today. I just hope things between us will get better." I tell him. Part of me wants to tell him what happened at the bar, but he seems so happy with his life. Besides, what would he think if his straight jock roommate was having sexual thoughts of him. He'd probably freak.

[NarutoFan08]

Kiba's voice startles me in the dead of the night. I had literally thought be was asleep, but of course he wouldn't be. I thought it was very nice and thoughfult, almost chivalrous, to say the truth, that he had forced himself to stay awake only so that he could apologize to me upfront and in person. That was really sweet.

Sweet? Oh god! Not again.

He says words of never wanting to speak to him again and all of that other nonsense that's related with passive-aggressive behavior that makes you feel bad and downright negative.

I sigh, roll around in my bed, seeing as how I had just climbed into it a few seconds ago, and I say, "It's cool, dude. I mean we're becoming friends - sorta. If you got a problem with me just let me know. Be real with me."

I sighed. I really, really wanted to tell Naruto the whole truth. There was something compelling about him. Something that made me want to be truthful, but I couldn't tell him it. I just couldn't. But the guilt was eating away at me, slowly but surely. If I keep it bottled up, who knows what might happen when I drink again. I might actually hurt Naruto physically. That's when I decided to say something.

"I really do want to be friends." I said out loud. "And friendship requires honesty. And you said you want me to be real with you..." I hesitated. Crap, I can't believe I'm actually about to say this. "Naruto...have you ever thought about other guys? I mean not like think about them, but like think about them sexually..." God the air feels so awkward right now. "Like picture them sucking your dick...or picturing your cock buried deep inside some guy's ass." I mumble the last part, partially hoping he didn't hear the last one.

God, silence. I hate silence. Say something, anything Naruto, please.

[NarutoFan08]

God!! This was so awkward. What was I supposed to say? Of course ive had those thoughts. Doesn't everyone? But it wasn't the question that threw me off, it was his tone of voice.

The room is dark and quiet, and I could literally feel it getting colder. I suddenly felt naked, almost as if I was vulnerable. I let out a shiver and a slight gasp. I didn't want to answer Kiba, but I was just on his case about being real, wasn't I?

"Yeah, I have. I still kinda do actually, but... I dont know. It's not something I - I don't know," I tell him. I suck at articulating my words and feelings.

I sat up, wanting to talk about this more seriously with Naruto. Maybe it was normal for guys to fantasize about guys once in a while. I decided to continue asking him questions. "Have you ever thought about your friends in that way?" I scanned for his figure through the darkness. "Like Shikamaru...have you ever imagined fucking Shikamaru? Or getting fucked by Shikamaru?" I asked, realizing how much the work "fuck" meant at that moment.

I wasn't all dumb. I was using inductive reasoning to help me through this. I was thinking that maybe, maybe if Naruto dreamed about Shikamaru, then maybe he dreamed about all of his friends that way. And I don't know why, I hoped that he dreamed about me. Maybe then I wouldn't feel so insane, so stupid. For the first time in a very long time, I was scared. I was scared of what Naruto might say.

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"Uh..." That was the only incoherent sound that kept buzzing at the top of my head and out of my mouth. "Shika? No! No! Hell no! I mean I'll give it that the guys is hot, and his attitude is kind of a turn on, but, me with him.... Fuck no! He's my bestfriend!"

It feels weird, so I say more. The silence is uncomforting, and I don't like it.

"I've had fantasies. I mean, who doesn't? There was this guy back in highschool that always kinda caught my attention, haha. His name was Sasuke Uchiha, and, well, he was the school's main player. That's when I first started... having gay thoughts, but, I mean, that's all they are: Thoughts. I would never do them. I would never let a guy put his thing in my - no!"

And that's when I realized that I just gave away the fact that I'm a total bottom. Dammit!