The way you love me [private for me and MsJacobL]

[zajawa]

Akira paused and looked at Josh surprised when he told him to not put his clothes on.
"Due to last night?", asked young servant cluelessly. "I.. don't understand.."
Although it was clear he really didn't get it he waited obediently.

[RedRose4]

Josh knew this would be difficult, but he wanted to try something with Akira. It might take a while but curiosity came to life within him, and since he'd be gone for a week, why not try?
"Remember? You kept covering your face when I said not to..." Getting closer to Akira, Josh softly held both of his hands and whispered near his ear. "I think you should be taught a lesson for being such a bad boy." Biting his boyfriends earlobe, Josh hoped, really hoped that Akira wouldn't think he was being serious. If so, he could try to explain a little more about it, but he wanted to try and see for himself if the man knew he was being playful.

[zajawa]

Akira's heart skipped a beat and then almost stopped when he heard he was bad. And that he should be taught a lesson.
"I.. w-was bad.. I-I'm sorry", he whispered, quite scared right now as Josh sounded like his exmaster. "I.. w-won't do that again.. Don't punish me. I-I'm sorry..."
In Akira's green eyes welled up the tears while he started to tremble slightly, his face sickly pale right now.

[RedRose4]

Josh mentally scolded himself when he could hear how fearful Akira was. It wasn't his fault, of course it wasn't, it made sense for his boyfriend to be upset so instantly he stopped and hugged Akira tightly while speaking to him.

"Akira, I'm not going to hurt you. You trust me right? You're my boyfriend and I love you...I'd never do that." Josh rubbed his back and wiped underneath his eyes, looking into them while whispering. "Sorry, I wasn't being serious..try to think of when we make love okay? When we do that, all of the boundaries we put up, go down right? I was just playing around with you, you were good, always are good but..."
Josh smiled and kissed beneath his eyes to catch a tear. "Please butterfly, don't cry. I'll never be mad at you again from this day forward. I'm just planning on doing something nice with you, because of what happened last night. It'll feel good I promise." Josh whispered while kissing his neck gently and almost lovingly.

[zajawa]

When he was hugged he didn't know what to think. He was still scared but as Josh was speaking to him like that he was slowly calming down. Being called butterfly helped as well as the kisses. Sniffling softly he looked at Josh.
"S-something nice..?", he asked, still trembling a bit. "I-is it like a.. game?"

[RedRose4]

Looking into Akira's eyes, Josh nodded slowly and smiled, trying his best to calm the man he cared so much for. "Yes, almost like a game. You remember last night? It's almost like that...I'd never harm you intentionally, you have to trust that I won't." Rubbing along Akira's hips, Josh looked down at his body before then looking back into his beautiful eyes.
"I won't do anything until you calm down. I don't want you to be upset." Josh said softly, clearly not minding if they had to wait another minute or two if he needed that.

[zajawa]

Looking up he saw that smile he so liked to see.. and felt his body relaxing. With a soft sigh he put his head on Josh's chest, taking in his smell.
"I understand..", he said softly.
He was still a bit stressed.. but he wanted to do anything he could to make other male happy. So if it was that play.. so be it.

[RedRose4]

Wrapping his arms around Akira's body a little more, Josh rested his head against his boyfriends and nodded lightly. "Thank you, that means a lot that you do." Smiling once more, he then kissed Akira's head for what felt like the hundredth time before bringing a hand down in order to run his fingers through Akira's hair.
"How about I try something new with you hm? If you say stop, I will. Promise." Josh assured, knowing anything that Akira was against, he'd stop. He always wanted his boyfriend to be happy, and seeing him upset or scared always seemed to flip a switch in Josh that concerned him greatly.

[zajawa]

"Y-yes.. I'll try.. I... want you to be happy", sighed Akira and then smiled brightly, looking at Josh. "I'm happy if you're happy as well. So.. l-let's try.."
It was clear younger male was still rather stressed... as well as he tried to do his best for his boyfriend.

[RedRose4]

Josh looked at Akira, nodding his head and seeing that smile. It helped, although what he said made him a bit hesitant. "Don't only do this for me...I want you to want it too, I wouldn't want you stressed out because of me." Josh whispered, taking both of Akira's hands and kissing the back of both before then looking at the bed.
"I'll do something simple, something that won't scare you as much, but if it does remember, just tell me and I'll make sure to stop." Josh assured yet again before heading to the bed, touching the bed frame and then glancing back at Akira.
"Come, lay on the bed for me butterfly." Josh whispered while waiting patiently for his boyfriend to walk over.